been depressed lately.. want to start cutting again, but dont want it to be noticedd.. i never can do anything right. i cant even get a job. and that is pathetic.. i try my hardest to do things right...
i found out that my "bestfriend" has been keeping secrets from me for a while.. like the fact that she isn't a virgin anymore.. she told me this yesterday, and then wouldn't even tell me a clue of who...