So, over the past several months, I've been doing some thinking about my (well, to be honest) obsession with a certain rapofem from Drawn to Life...an obsession that started not long after I played the game for the first time. I've always liked and admired Mari, to me she seemed like someone who was sweet natured, playful, intelligent, and thought of others before herself. That's probably why I developed a bit of a crush on her in the first place.
However, as the years have gone on, I've done a little more thinking about it and I've come to the realization that Jowee is a far better match for Mari than I would be as a raposa. Besides, Jowee and Mari would be about the same age whereas I'd more than likely be about 10 or so years older than her (assuming she's around the age I think she is, which would be either high school-age or college-age as of the first game).
With that being said, I still have fondness for Mari and it's unlikely that it will ever die completely. However, I'd want her to be with her true love and I know that it wouldn't be me.
tl;dr version: I'm giving up drawing/writing porno about Mari, unless it features her with Jowee. Well, except for one story idea I have in mind for a future date, but I'll save that for when we get there.