Being a baby is what I am, what I want to be, and really the thing that makes me the happier. Others things are more fetishes than this, since to me being a baby is a lifestyle, who I am, not something I do to play. And something I can't ever really be.
Based on http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17127129/ Mommy and I joked about me being in a Growlithe costume and being her starting pokemon on her adventures in getting a collection of babyfurs in pokemon sleepers. I guess our first target will be Acepup http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16973199/ What sort of pokemon would he wears the costume of ?
For the second night in a row, I barely slept at all. The heat kept me awake and what little sleep I got I had nightmares. I don't remember them, just a feeling of dread. I'm tired, my shoulders and arms are in pain, I have headaches, and there is someone working on changing the front door and it make so much noise... And people kept messaging me to chat (and have me be a caretaker) despite me telling them I couldn't keep conversations with the workers around. I need rest but I can't get any as long as the temperatures don't get lower (34°c / 87°F last night when I hit bed). We had rain for 5 minutes this morning, it didn't lowered anything... My training pants were soaked with sweat this morning, but really soaked...
