People is a double edged sword for me. I have been betrayed, manipulated, bullied so much I tend to be shy and having social anguish. When someone do something nice for me, I expect it to have a price. And if there is too many people, I just don't see the point of being there. I have nothing to offer really and little ability to make myself heard. Even with people online, I do not start much conversations. I'm just not the social type. I have a hard time finding things to talk with people about. I find myself boring and pedantic when I talk about things.
Otherwise, my mother complained this morning about the fact I didn't had a job. *shrugs* my life isn't easy. Anyway, I have been toying with a really naughty idea of art. A baby walker https://parentsandthecity.files.wordpress.com/2013/07/w... but with restraints to keep the (adult) baby in it, built-in plug in the seat, nipple clamps, electrostimulation connected to the chastity belt, and a nice feedergag... everything remote controlled so to tease the little baby while doing chores.
-hugs- would you like to chat :P im always open to chat so i love seeing my inbox blinking x3 i understand how your feeling i like being alone but i need to chat with someone or else i get sad
-hugs- would you like to chat :P im always open to chat so i love seeing my inbox blinking x3 i unde
