Crazy Is As Crazy Does

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by TomNCatz

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and trust, love, you don't wanna see what crazy does...

Don't write journals myself, this does however mean a bit of a rant on some of my pieces.  That being said, feel free to skip this next bit if you just wanna know about the piece.

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Everything comes at a cost, today came at the cost of yesterday and tomorrow will come at the cost of today.  I'm quite accepting of these costs as progress is practically a religious belief of mine.  This does not mean that I don't care for what has been lost to get where i am.

In a few weeks (though hell may bar the way) I am slated to graduate fro college.  This journey cost me.  I have lost money, time, friends, skill, a lover, shattered fragments of myself, and a good bit of my pride.  I can't say for certain that i wouldn't have lost these things without college's interference, but i can say that it made certain they were out of my hands.  I can only hope that it will give me the power over my life to prevent the loss of more, and maybe even a chance at getting back some of what i've lost.

There are however some things you can't get back, no matter what.  I spent tonight making sure i hadn't lost one of them, and have to say, i'm pleased to see it's still there.  Been a very long time since I knocked on chaos's door, but he greeted me like the old friend he always has.  Hopefully it won't be long before I can pay him back for all these years.

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no layers, no eraser, no references, no plan.  This piece was done entirely with one brush in sai with a tablet. 2 hours.

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