Loupy's baby tips : tip number 31

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I have still a couple of ideas left for tips and here is one of them. It's not really a tip as much as the others, more a point of view. I hope you don't dislike it for what I express here.

I slept in a disposable diaper last night. I woke up in the night, wet and panicking. I called Mommy for some cuddles and got back to bed. I woke up hours later leaking. I just felt an overall feeling of guilt and shame. I blew things up with the trip to UK and part of me still hope it's salvageable, that we could still meet. And I hurt myself at night thinking about it. I talked to a social worker yesterday and explained some of the situation (not fully, mind you) and she told me I let anger from my problem with the rpb club (which is at a stand still right now, likely until the next election in two months) sip into this situation because of my fear. Doesn't forgave me for doing it. And.. opportunities may be getting really small soon. My parents want me to accept delivering newspapers again. I would be paid 1/4 of the minimal wage working 3/4 of a full time job, with no real hollidays. I just don't see how I will be able to deal with that overall... That will get in the way of all my attempts to see people outside of week-ends and get in the way of jobhunting a real job. So guess I'll not see Mommy again for a long time and never meet grandpa ever if they pressure me too much.

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