BLOODLUST

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by shadowperla2013

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You all must be thinking: "What is this all about Bloodlust?"

First off, let me tell what it means:

Bloodlust: uncontrolled desire to kill, thirst for blood

Let me explain why am I with this topic:

It was one day, I was talking to my EX and he mention something about his feels when he faught his friends for fun, like fist and kicks. He also said that he missed his BloodLust, that is when I asked: "What is bloodlust" and he explained what I mentioned before, I was like: "Ok, well then, i hope it doesnt get me someday, I never fought someone" It was true, I never had a fight with anyone in my life, well, until today.

In yesterday, February 5 of 2015, I was in my school, all chill out, and I was with my EX; drawing as usual, he got bored of his phone and began to poke my face -touch it- he was doing it quite long enough, but he also made a: "Boop" sound, it kinda pissed me off. 3 more kinutes of poking, when he said another boop, I inhaled, put my headphones, phone and drawing papers on the floor, and suddenly I punched him in the face, he fell in his side to the floor -though he was sitting-. I got on top of him and beggan to strangle his neck, like strongly enough. Other friends came to me and pull me back. I saw how Abdiel -EX- could barely move, did I choke him too much? Yes, he couldn't breath much. By luck, I didn't got to the school's office. I'd had big trouble.

Then it was today, February 6 of 2015, I got into school again, and when I arrived were I was passing the last day, I found Abdiel, I looked at him longingly, before I could manage to see what I did. I pinned him on the wall and kicked his torso. He could manage to block it, by hitting my knee, I hissed, but I was about to threw another fist when a friend called Maria held my arm, I looked at her to let me go, but she hugged me like 20 minutes left to get to the classroom. At the same day at 11:00 I saw Abdiel again. And did the same thing. Only kicking ALMOST his face off. And we fought-pretend for the entire lunch hour.

At a free hour class, Abdiel was also in the same place, that is were I took control and walked to him calmly, but when he saw me, he got on fighting stance. I was surprised but it got me and I did the same. And that is were trouble began.

I was alone with him, in a wide hallway. We threw God-knows-how many punches and kicks we did to each other. The moment I got blind and Abdiel managed to held my neck, choke-ing me stronger than me, but I managed to get breath. As if zoom in, I saw red. That is when I managed to get his hand of me, pinned him on the wall, punch hard enough his face and threw him to a wall, it could be heard a sound. He fell on his knees, while I was looking at him, he did the same. Then I launched myself towards him but he got me to the wall. Hiting my head with it, I felt dizzy, but saw red again. I got to held his neck again, but with both hands, and choke him until he looked fainted, I was astonished, what had I did?! I saw him almost fainted in the floor, he looked at me and said: "Heh, you can't kill me, Perla, your BloodLust is strong, but weak at the same time" that is were I ran off the place and got to the back of school. Ende...

I actually, cannot stop thinking about it, I'm now drawing bloody pictures with BloodLust words in every corner of the paper...

I almost killed a person,

A friend!

What have I done...?!

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