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I apologist to the person i referenced here,  please people, don't seek finding who is in question here. I just can't keep suppressing this.

just an illustration of how I have been feeling recently. like living in a very small box. I always questioned if I did tell everyone of my situation early would any one have given me shelter near by. probably not. ironically a friend I let stay with me who left to another state to stay with friends, I was offered the opportunity to stay as far away as possible from their friends. I was not welcome to seek shelter there despite my two jobs both transferable to any state I choose.I cant afford a home, but I could sure afford to pay rent  If I was given the same chance I gave them, but no. I even spent over a thousand dollars after they where gone to nurse and transport the pet they left behind,despite being bad talked in the process. and now I'm here  debating how can I still live like this, surprised I have gone this long like this.

then there are my friends here, at least the folks who take care of me as they have in the last week, and even further in the past when things started getting bad years into the past. probably all that keeps me going right now are these people. I really should have spoken up sooner, to everyone, rather then to just the few I did tell a while ago. maybe then I would be in a better place right now, out the cold and doing art without a worry in the world like before. And now that I ask for help I ask for all the wrong kinds of help, trully a power machine that supports my living in a car is not a solution at all, a real "safe" shelter really is the true solution. going someplace where I might risk loosing everything else I have left is worse then what I'm up to now.

Really got nothing to loose by asking for help, if someone can give me some shelter would be awesome, or if someone has got an old  utility trailer they got sitting around, or an old RV. I would be more then happy to live in it. I have spent the last couple days researching into RVs and loans, and it seems all too unrealistic, but very much like a real safe shelter... would be nice. but it is allot to ask for, so unrealistic to ask, but I will ask anyways.

still could use some donations towards the inverter either way...it will help the current situation, but its no solution...  my paypal is tricksta-kun@hotmail.com

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Published: 4 years, 7 months ago
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ThunderSnow88
4 years, 7 months ago
Dude, if I had my own place, you could live with me.
Tricksta
4 years, 7 months ago
would be nice. sometimes I do gotta remember I'm not the only one trying to get trough hard times.
TheSuperProfessor
4 years, 7 months ago
It takes courage to keep on going after such hardship. You clearly have it. Just don't give up.
Tricksta
4 years, 7 months ago
most people keep saying "your life is horrible, but just keep living that horrible life till it gets better" kinda things.
ThunderSnow88
4 years, 7 months ago
I feel so sorry for you, I truly wish I could send you some money, but I'm nearly broke myself
Tricksta
4 years, 7 months ago
really shelter Is all i seek, and this, is just not keeping my mind straight, loosing it  more and more every day.
ThunderSnow88
4 years, 7 months ago
Well, hang in there.  I hear housing is cheap in Florida and that's where I'm considering moving, even though it's 1100 miles from me
Tricksta
4 years, 7 months ago
I live in one of the least affordable states to live in in the entire country... aah just my luck
ThunderSnow88
4 years, 7 months ago
I think it's the same way here in PA
KajiChuu
4 years, 7 months ago
Where do you live? my room mate said he'd go fetch you where like an 8 hour or so drive from us. dont think you live near texas though. :(
Tricksta
4 years, 7 months ago
pretty far from there in maryland :/
KajiChuu
4 years, 7 months ago
Yea, 24 hour drive x_x;
sorry Tricksta~ we'd be happy to help you out if it was possible.

Hope things will look better for you soon. =(
SherlyKaru
4 years, 7 months ago
I'd offer shelter but most people are just way too far from me, however i hope somebody lives near you who has a spare room or couch to offer for a bit ^^
Tricksta
4 years, 7 months ago
heh, as long as I can get some space to sit and draw, not have to lay down  on a tiny while doing everything, like preparing food... that's one of the worst of the things I have to do in here believe it or not
SherlyKaru
4 years, 7 months ago
Here we got space =3
Tricksta
4 years, 7 months ago
ever so far away.
TheLastGasp
4 years, 7 months ago
Wish I could help more. I try to spare a few bucks each month for cool artists
Tricksta
4 years, 7 months ago
I thank you again for what you gave already, you should consider you first dood. I'd rather it goes to something you intended it  to.
TheLastGasp
4 years, 7 months ago
Snivy cock is worth it =D
Orkekum
4 years, 7 months ago
i get paycheck soon(later this week), shall see if i can spare some dollar for you then :-)
Tricksta
4 years, 7 months ago
eee It would be nice of ya, glad your still considering.
Orkekum
4 years, 7 months ago
Sent you a little coin. Hope it helps :-)
Tricksta
4 years, 7 months ago
I saw, and yes that's so much help in fact. more then most. I can't thank you enough. also I am sorry for the late reply, the hospital was oddly slow today, had me in there for a good 3 hours for one shot.
Orkekum
4 years, 7 months ago
My pleasure.

Wishing the best for you!
Reply didnt take too long.
NeoPatamonX
4 years, 7 months ago
If I wasn't already sharing a room here in College Park, I'd try to keep you here for a while till things got better... I hate to be so close yet so far away to help :#
Tricksta
4 years, 7 months ago
Heh I keep forgetting Maryland is kinda a pricey place to live. I'd surly burden you snooping around there.
NeoPatamonX
4 years, 7 months ago
Yeah... Maryland is a weird place.... It feels like it should be less expensive |3;

To be honest... I'm rarely home anyway :# So you wouldn't be a huge burden... It'd also be fun to have a Snivy around, eheh |3;
Tricksta
4 years, 7 months ago
well you do have a loyal roomy, lets take them into consideration and not talk too much into this.
Viro
4 years, 7 months ago
*gives you a hug* Hope you feel better
Tricksta
4 years, 7 months ago
sure am hoping so, though its hard to see that
Viro
4 years, 7 months ago
*hugs again* ^w^
Tazer
4 years, 7 months ago
Sorry, only way I could supply you with shelter is if I supplied you with a plane ticket and a bus fare (which, given I live in the UK, is not feasible). Good luck though, hope you find somewhere!
UnknownElement
4 years, 7 months ago
May be you could put up a fund for all the money and get them where they need to go? I have a feeling people will follow through with it.
Tricksta
4 years, 7 months ago
pfff I'm a tad embarased on how much I actually got so far. and as I said its pretty unrealistic thinking I would reach enough for anything other then that inverter, after I add on my pay checks. but its actually kinda nice to ask, gives me hope that there could have been hope for something better.
Tazer
4 years, 7 months ago
You make it sound like you want him to go halfway across the world just for shelter =O
Tricksta
4 years, 7 months ago
yeee that there is pretty far, so I do understand your point there. thanks though.
Tazer
4 years, 7 months ago
How much did you say you needed for this inverter?
Tricksta
4 years, 7 months ago
http://www.ebay.com/itm/Outback-Power-Sealed-FX-Series... is what I intend to get hopefully after my paycheck gets to me next week.  though it may still not be enough seeing as my first paycheck i got friday was oddly small :/ its no matter even with this horrible cold I got now, I  seem to be dealing with  the cool whether pretty well now.
Tazer
4 years, 7 months ago
For the moment, just make sure you have the stuff to wrap up warm, and keep well fed and dry. Given the cost of it, it sounds like even a camping stove would be a less expensive route to keeping warm - so long as you're careful ^^;;
Tricksta
4 years, 6 months ago
so far no one has bugged me at either job plugging in. so this is the perfect solution till someone says something. I have been warm the last couple freezing nights.
Dessy
4 years, 7 months ago
I hate that I'm in NoVA, close to Maryland (another expensive place to be), and am powerless to help. I'm sure I could spare you a bit of cash when I get my pay this week, but I myself am living with my parents, who are jerks, and don't even want me here let alone anyone else I know. Gawd I wish I had my own place. I could rent, but that would set me back years. I hate the concept ofrenting, and I want to avoid it as long as possible. I could ask around maybe if you are willing to stay with someone in NoVA, but while I sure want to help, I figure the chances of me being able to convince someone else to out of the kindness of their heart are pretty slim. >=< Lovely art as always, Babe.
Tricksta
4 years, 7 months ago
Well really you sound like your currently in the same situation I was in a year ago or so, sounds painful to hear. parents change as soon as someone is making money in their house... soo many cases of this I had heard of before it was my turn to start experiencing it. I'd feel terrible taking something from you, even if your trying to help so much. I would rather you work on getting someplace better. you should think about yourself first, helping me may actually set you back rather then help.
Dessy
4 years, 7 months ago
Rrrf... <3 *hugs* Well, I just hate hearing such sad tales from someone I like. And I just wish there was something I could do... u.u
ArcCahlon
4 years, 7 months ago
if we could find a way to get you out here to bremerton washington where I am I'd take ya in. have 5 in a 2 bedroom but we'd at least have the couch for ya, could even speak with YC (my boss) and see about getting you some work where I work. art aside you are a good dude and i'd do what ever i can to help ya man.
Tricksta
4 years, 7 months ago
eeee noo  sounds like you got allot going on over there already. I would surly be a burden, but its nice of ya to offer.
ArcCahlon
4 years, 7 months ago
offer stands if you ever change your mind man.
Smirkyguy
4 years, 7 months ago
Man, it can be a rough world out there... just remember that you have people here who care about you. *bro hug* :)
CodyFox
4 years, 7 months ago
If you didn't live far from me I would let you stay with me a while. If I get a bonus at work soon I will donate some more at least, and maybe can do better to help you find some cheaper housing.
Tricksta
4 years, 7 months ago
eee cody fox you know I still have yet to finish coloring things for ya.
Lorestel
4 years, 7 months ago
I just wanna give you all the hugs and cuddles~ :c
UIRUSU
4 years, 7 months ago
its a 12 hour drive to mine and my moms place here in michigan
we got a big house here and plenty of room
we have a fold out couch-bed and stuff too
i really want to help ya ;-;
Tricksta
4 years, 6 months ago
sounds nice O3O though Idk if she would be all for that.
UIRUSU
4 years, 6 months ago
its aight
ill ask her about it ;v;
Tricksta
4 years, 6 months ago
any luck there?
UIRUSU
4 years, 6 months ago
none yet ill keep asking ;-;
Marzzel
4 years, 7 months ago
Very touching and impressive writting.. hope the best for you.
Tricksta
4 years, 6 months ago
not yet, not yet...
darkphantom1
3 years, 2 months ago
..........and sadly the only thing i can do about this to help you  is this *pats back* and not even irl ):
skyfist
2 years, 5 months ago
When things go for the worse  there is only one  direction going up ^^

dont give up! somebody show up to help not all people  have a  heart of stone ;) ^^


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