Lies
My life has been a lie; this has all been in vain. I’ve been lied to, forced into a false state of happiness.
Now I find it’s all been a lie.
Trying to find what’s real
My life is killing me
They force me to see all my faults and how I’ve been hurt.
Left for dead and no one cares.
My vision blurs,
The pain returns
I cannot take it!
I have to find something to hold onto.
This world is confusing me.
How can you just use someone, lie to someone you love.
My life has been a lie; this has all been in vain.
I have to find something to hold onto. Something real to help me take a grasp on life. Something to love. To treasure it, to free me from these lies.
I doubt everything now. I doubt what is real. I can’t trust anymore, I know not what to believe.
Vision blurs, pain returns.
I wanna find my release.
My loyalty has been misused.
This pain must end.
All I need is one thing to release me from this pain.
This pain has no end. I can no longer bend, one more thing and I’ll break.
I don’t know if I can take it. I don’t know if I can make it.
I feel like a toy, one that’s old and broken, tossed aside, left to the rest of the broken hearts. The ones I loved have broken me, left me. I want to give this up, this is all too much.
I need someone to love, those who hurt deserve no one to love. I want someone, no need someone to love.
