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First in pool

Cross and JD

1 in pool

Last in pool

Drawn to ::::: youtu.be/Wk2iig6ah04

I just HAD to draw something to this song. It was inspired by some of the lyrics, but mostly the feel of the song.
So here we go.

Tuck,

It's been almost a year. And oh man. Have I got a story to tell you.
A little over a year ago we started talking on this site. I was close friends with Charlotte, Taylor and Yogi throughout our meeting and talking. Now. At the time I wasnt very..."in" dating anyone. I dont really know. It was a weird time for me. I stuck close to those 3 people, and I wasnt one for branching out. Well, things started happening. I started to notice a little bit more. I remember when we talked for a long time just in text. We went back and forth and told each other everything about each other to make our parents feel better. To prove we wernt old men! Well, then we added each other on facebook and I remember going through your pictures and thinking to myself that you were so freaking adorable. And that wasnt even the start. We had talked before that, we had gotten to know each other. You were my fanboy. And I was so so happy. After the facebook thing, we started to talk even more. I remember even way back then we would call each other soulmates because we had so much in common. Dear god, we had so much in common. It was wonderful. Then something happened and I was gone for a week. And thinkgs began to fall apart on my end. I started to lose myself. And I thought that I had made a choice that would let us be together at that time. Well, it turns out it just wasnt our time to be together so long ago. We met the day after Thanksgiving at a football game in Lewisville. And I begger my grandma so hard to let me go there, and she finally relented and took me all the way over there. I remember it was freezing outside, and I was so nervous. I walked up to the ticket booth and fumbled around to pay for a ticket and I lost a couple dollars. Then I went to the consession stand and waited in line. While I waited I looked around for you. I saw you almost at one and got so nervous I couldnt stand still. It was crazy. I got a coke(which didnt make sense) and went to find a place to sit at the top of the bleachers close to the band part. I waited for a while and you went down to the field to play and then you came back up. When you were let off you and Collin came over to sit by me and the first thing you did was hug me and give me your hat and jacket to keep me warm because I was shivering. You preceded to introduce me to Taylor who you carried around with you everywhere, and you introduced me to Collin(who is a prick! wowoowow) and he teased you about going to make out with me somewhere. Then he made a comment about how you wernt the center of the universe and I remember turning to you and telling you that you were the center of MY universe and that's the first time i've ever made you blush. And that makes me happy still to this day. I remember you hid your face from me. You showed me your crappy little phone and then we just sat there most of the time till you needed to go back. When you started to leave I told you to hold on and I gave you my class ring. I told you I loved you and I tried to give you back your hat which you told me to keep a bit longer.I then saw you before you got ready to leave and I tried again to give it back, and you told me to keep it, and to this day I STILL have that hat. Now, that was a wonderful happy time. And I love it. But a couple weeks later you began dating Becca. And I was hurt. But I refused to leave. I wasnt going anywhere. Then you came over to my house for 3 days over Christmas break. I made a fool of myself of course, I got my ass handed to me on the only game I thought I was good at, and I had a wonderful time. We walked down to the park and looked at the stars, you kissed my cheek and then we walked back. I didnt see you again for a long time. Until spring break. We had a huge fight before we met again. Between christmas break and spring break..I had begun to break down. I was a mess. A wreck. I owe a lot of our fights to the fact that I couldnt let go. I couldnt let you go. I couldnt let Jake go. I considered so many times during that time to take my own life, I know it's awful. but I was in a whole so deep that I thought I would bury myself. I met you on spring break because my aunt took me to Athens to look at apartments and the college. I was nervous. I knew Becca went to school there. I knew somewhere in my mind that you didnt want me there. We met and I gave you some gifts. You gave me The Perks. The best gift i've ever received. Then we left. That meeting was less than 5 minutes. And lets face it. The only reason I went to Athens that day was to see you.
I didnt see you again for a long time. Then you needed me. Things got so bad that you needed me there. And I thought it was a good thing. I was mistaken and I didnt know what to do. I didnt know that things were so bad. I mean. I knew they were bad. For both of us. But...I didnt know they were THAT bad. I stayed a weekend and the day I left, you and Becca broke up. I had so many mixed feelings. Happy...Sad..Mad..Scared...for 2 weeks I did everything I could to show you that you were wonderful. That you were the most amazing person I had ever met. That I love you because of the amazing things you did. And that you were brilliant beyond compare. And then things started to get better. They improved drastically and at such a fast pace. That one Friday(you know the one!) we were talking. And thats what began our relationship. I eventually was able to go back to see you. And the moment I did, it was a little awkward at first. But...wonderful. As soon as Jordan left you kissed me. Our first kiss. The one I should have given you during that football game. The one I didnt have the balls to do. The one that you did first. And it was wonderful. I was so nervous and insecure. I didnt know what to do. I hadnt REALLY kissed anyone before. And..I consider you my first kiss. I consider that the most amazing kiss i've ever had. Around 9:00 we went outside to see the stars. I still love staring at the stars at your house. They're beautiful. And I've never seen so many. Anyways, we went outside to your pond. We sat down together and you made me a promise. You told me that I was yours and that I was your light. And That's the moment we started dating. You "asked" me out, and I said yes. Like I always will.
We came back inside and had the best night of my life. At least that's how I see it.
It's been almost 10 months since that day. And as of Today Tucker...i've never been more sure of anything in my life. I've screwed up so much. To you and to myself. I've let down everyone i've ever known. But. You have never let me down. You have been the only stable person in my life. You're my boy.
And everysingle night I tell you goodnight. I tell you I love you all the time.
And everytime I say it I fall in love with you all over again. God Tuck, you're so perfect for me.
You make me a better person, and you make me feel like I have a future. You make me KNOW I have one.
I feel like i'm still messed up. Like..I'm still lost. But you are my only one. You are my light. My air. My everything. And there's nothing I wouldnt do for you. I love you so much, Tuck.

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