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by TenshiGarden

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this is me at work during breaks I don't talk to anyone because they are mostly adults and I suck, can't make conversations that last long, shy, and weird. The other one is just something I named it "Blind by the truth" just something idk

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Published: 10 years, 10 months ago

Rating: Mature

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MightyDarker

10 years, 10 months ago

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I understand that feeling my friend, but don't be sad, you'll see than in not time you've got everything fine and at your side, just give it a try and don't fall behind, the "NO" you have in your mind if you don't do it. Do it! give it a try, and if that don't work, then keep trying in other place until you find a good place to be friendly and honest n n

SoNxShASonadow

10 years, 10 months ago

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Well I don't work at least yet buy I know how this is.. but it does get better

Amaterasu

10 years, 10 months ago

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OMG you're Yosuke

I KNEW it.

Good picture. most vent art is. you don't suck you just should probably assert yourself more x3

AvaBun

10 years, 10 months ago

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Aww... I know that feeling. Don't worry, it will start to pass as you grow more comfortable with your co-workers over time and start to open up a little.

Of course, it also helps to listen to what they're on about and go look up the common topic at work too.... but, at my old workplace that used to be wrestling and/or golf, and I'm more into drawing ridiculously cute things. xD
Things got a lot better when i landed a job at a bookstore and everyone was chatting about anime and good readings.

.. oh crap, i'm a nerd. ._.

BARK

10 years, 10 months ago

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Your luckier than i am, I am overweight and sometimes you do get judged by how you look. I act like i don't notice them judging me and they warm up to you at times. Its about not being an angry or pittiful entrance to the situation. Try to be accepting and you find that when the negativity out of the situation things get better or are better depending on how full or empty you drinking receptacle is (glass)?

anyhow it involved alot of inward refelecting and trying to see what others see when i address them. Lets make it short and say its horrible and lonely if you react negatively to judging ways of healthier indviduals but it helps to not judge them the way they do you with the pinch or sneerin to theyre face as they look at you from head to toe in judgement. Accept your difference and see if they too can accept the real you from within, its hard but you can do it.

I might also be reclusive by nature but it was due largely to my situation (Being fat). Its hard being a bigger person even if you have to in personality (Being better than the ones that don't seem to like you). I don't know, I normally don't ramble on but I was strickin too. Maybe because for all my youth I were miserable but now that I am grown and things are more civil I am alot happier than i ever been. I do work on my end too to keep this good thing going. Its not all bad, you do make your situation and if you choose to not sit with the others then don't be sad, just be yourself (don't fear being alone or lonely). Make it easier for the office hottie to get to know you while the others in heat drive him or her nuts *smirk*. Hey, you can dream right?

TenshiGarden

10 years, 10 months ago

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@ BARK

people judge no matter what size you are (I'm very skinny you can see my rib and they say I starve myself) I'm just shy and don't talk allot because my dad never let me had friends or let me have fun when I was a kid. Also I was born sick so I was dying literally so I spend most of my time in bed sick and locked in my room. Never had a childhood, never had friends, wasn't invited to a birthday party, was picked last, and never was fund of girls till I met one but she liked someone else. I kinda like being alone just feels a bit weird since my cousins were working with me and they left ^^;

BARK

10 years, 9 months ago

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@ TenshiGarden

Thankyou for sharing that about yourself, they are always a face on two sides of the coin but metaphorically speaking (Generally) base for a bag of coins here (the mass known as humanity). I would be more comfortable being with folks like you and myself only because I understand some of the pain of being the shunned or being reclusive by nature. I know what i write is hard or confusing to follow but I am more an artist than a writer. I am easily winded thanks to my condition so I know what weakness is as well, just leaves me to be more patient and careful on how i do things. Truth be told being cautious made me a lot better than be healthy and half assed about i do things. There is more of us out there than you can believe, This is Fight club and we never talk about fight club unless its on a message board.