This is a delayed "vent art", or I should say "moving forward and closing that chapter of my life" art.
I suck at summaries so this might sound jumbled.
As stated in a previous journal back in March, I had to end it with my best friend who turned out to be a giant con artist and manipulator. She was extremely good at stringing me along and telling me the things I wanted to hear and pretending for the sake of keeping me under her spell. I did everything for her. I gave her my heart and soul. For some reason I really bonded with her emotionally more so than anyone else I had ever known before her so I ended up tolerating a lot of shit because I cared for her so much. She had outstanding charisma at times and I got sucked in like it was a vortex.
It took me about 5 years of trying to make it work (and we were actually doing better in 2012 but then shit really hit the fan), in the beginning of 2013 I finally hit that point where you just completely lose respect for a person it was a lot easier to come out of that spell and break free. I loved her very much but truth be told I'm much better without her in my life. She didn't even really give a damn when I ended it.
This drawing represents me finally able to "detox" from her as I (gargoyle) am breaking free of her emotional imprisonment she had me under. The chasm representing that hold.
By the way, I revised my gargoyle clothing in this picture. This will be the new attire from now on.
I'd like to give a huge thanks to Argent Fatalis on FA because he is the very reason this drawing is up here right now. He has allowed me to work on some personal art by paying for my time so I wouldn't lose out on commission funds. It was also a much needed break from doing art for other people as I rarely have any time for personal art now that my sole income is from doing commissions.
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11 years, 11 months ago
24 Aug 2013 23:00 CEST
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