And yeah I need to eat too and since the pain with my arm goes worser I should take a break and go to the doctor again.
But I cant. I need to get more to pay electric, to pay water...
Just to pay the basics.
No Time for a break.
So I do sketchy art because I need to do something to earn more.
I am sorry to be such a fail. I really wish I could get out of my situation, but my health only gets worser. Possible its because of all the stress and that I cant afford healthier food too. But I really try my best. I am so sorry to be so a useless shitty fen. I wish I could be a better one x.x