The war ended, and the quiet that followed did not suit Ike.
Crimea put a crown of words on him. Hero of the realm, commander of the Greil Mercenaries, the beorc who had walked into Daein and come back with the mad king’s blood on Ragnell and Elincia’s name cleared. There were feasts. There were hands clasped too long by nobles who wanted to be seen clasping them. Ike stood through all of it with the same small smile he used on green recruits, patient, a little distant, already thinking about the next road. When the feasts ended he took the company north and then west along the broken roads, because roads were something he understood.
They guarded grain. They walked merchant wagons through passes where deserters had started calling themselves lords. They culled packs of feral beasts that had learned, in the empty months of the war, that villages no longer answered with spears. The work paid. Titania kept the books. Boyd complained about the pay and then spent it. Oscar mended harness. Mist learned which herbs the lowland apothecaries would actually trade for, and which ones they only pretended to want. Soren counted everything twice and slept less than he admitted.
Ike kept them busy. He took the night watch more often than a commander should. He rose before the cook-fire and swung a sword at nothing until his shoulders burned and the restlessness went back under his ribs where he could ignore it. When Mist asked, he said he was tired. When she asked again, he said the company had to eat. Both things were true. Neither was the reason he woke already braced, as if the day were a gate he had to hold.
Mist let it stand for three weeks. On the fourth, a Gallian runner came into camp with mud to the knee and a sealed slate from Ranulf.
The change in her brother was small. Someone who had not shared a tent with him since she was small would have missed it. Ike read the slate once. His shoulders dropped a fraction. The line between his brows eased. He smiled, not the patient one, and said they would take the job if the terms were fair. A laguz village on the Gallian fringe, harried by beorc bandits who had decided the king’s law ended where the trees began. Ranulf would meet them on the road and fight with them until the wood was quiet.
Mist watched Ike fold the slate into his belt as if it were something that might blow away. She went to find Soren.
Soren listened without looking up from the ledger. “You think he is lonely.”
“I think he is waiting for someone who is not in this camp,” Mist said. “And I think he doesn’t know that’s what he’s doing. When Ranulf’s name came up he looked like he’d been holding his breath since Melior.”
Soren’s pen stopped. He did not care for most people, and he cared for Ranulf only insofar as the cat was useful and did not waste Ike’s time. Love, as a subject, seemed to him like a poor tactic: loud, hard to predict, inclined to get commanders killed. He also knew the set of Ike’s mouth when Ike was lying badly, and he had seen it every evening for a month.
“If you are wrong,” he said, “this will be embarrassing for all of us.”
“If I’m right, and we do nothing, he’ll march in circles until he’s forty.”
Soren closed the ledger. “The village contract puts Ranulf in our column for at least a week. Proximity is the only variable we can control. I will not speak to him about feelings. I will arrange the watches.”
“That’s all I wanted,” Mist said, which was not entirely true.
Ranulf arrived at dusk on the second day, loping out of the tree-line in human shape with his cloak thrown back and his ears up, blue hair damp from a stream he had clearly decided was faster than the path. He raised a hand. Ike was already walking to meet him, faster than he walked to meet merchants.
“You look terrible,” Ranulf said, cheerful, and clapped him on the shoulder hard enough to rock him. “Have you been sleeping, or just collecting new scars for me to inventory?”
“I’ve been working.”
“That isn’t an answer.” Ranulf’s hand stayed where it was, warm through the linen, thumb moving once in a thoughtless arc before he let go. He smelled of pine pitch and wet stone and the clean animal musk of a laguz who had run most of the day. Ike’s reply snagged on it. He covered the snag by asking about the village, the bandit counts, the approaches. Ranulf answered while they walked, and somehow his shoulder kept finding Ike’s, bumping, correcting, bumping again, as if the path were narrower than it was.
Mist, ten paces back with a sack of bandages, made a small satisfied sound. Soren, beside her, did not sigh. It was a near thing.
The village sat in a bowl of old trees, hide tents and timber platforms sharing ground with a handful of beorc-style houses built by laguz who traded often enough to want doors. The bandits had been striking the outlying sheds and the night herds. Ike set the company in a loose ring and took the northern watch himself. Soren, without comment, put Ranulf on the same rotation.
They walked the line together after moonrise. The wood was loud in the way living woods are: insects, a stream, something large shifting its weight in the canopy and deciding not to come down. Ike listened to all of it and also to the softer sound of Ranulf’s steps, which were not as silent as a cat’s reputation promised when Ranulf was talking.
“You’re favoring the left,” Ike said.
“I’m not.”
“You are. Old wound, or new?”
Ranulf glanced at him, amused and a little caught. “A scrape. One of them had a hooked bill. It’s nothing.”
Ike stopped. The stop was not dramatic. He simply ceased walking, so that Ranulf had to turn, and then he looked at the place where the cloak sat wrong over Ranulf’s ribs. “Show me.”
“Commander Ike, giving field inspections. Titania would weep with pride.”
“Ranulf.”
The name came out lower than Ike meant. Ranulf’s ears tipped, and the joking went out of his mouth without quite leaving his eyes. He loosened the cloak. The scrape was shallow, already closing the way laguz flesh closed, a dark line from ribs to hip with the shine of new skin at the edges. Ike’s hand rose. He stopped it an inch from the skin, suddenly aware of the inch, of the heat coming off the body under it, of the fact that he had no bandage in his hand and no reason to touch except that he wanted to know the wound was only what it looked like.
He let the hand drop. “Keep it clean. If it pulls while you shift, don’t shift.”
“Yes, General.” Ranulf said it softly, not mocking. He drew the cloak closed himself. For a moment they stood inside the sound of the stream with nothing arranged between them. Then a branch cracked west of the herd-sheds, and the moment broke into work, which was easier.
The bandits came on the third night, twelve of them, badly led. Ike took the center because he always did. Ranulf went left in a low run and hit the flank as a blur of half-formed muscle, not fully shifted, claws out, laughing once when a man swung at where he had been. Ike tracked him without deciding to. A billhook rose behind Ranulf’s shoulder. Ike was there before the hook finished its arc, Ragnell turning it, his free arm sweeping Ranulf a half-step aside by the hip. The contact lasted as long as a step. Ike felt the give of muscle under his palm and the startled intake against his wrist, and then he was past, blade up, already on the next man.
Afterward, in the trampled grass, Ranulf found him by the armor-stand where Ike was pretending his hands did not shake from the leftover fight. “You pulled me.”
“He had a hook.”
“I saw the hook.”
“You were looking at the man in front of you.”
Ranulf studied him. The campfire threw amber along the edge of one ear. “You’re allowed to say you were worried.”
“I wasn’t worried. I was there.”
“Mm.” Ranulf stepped in, close enough that Ike had to tip his chin or bump foreheads, and set two fingers under the torn edge of Ike’s sleeve. A cut, minor, still weeping. Ranulf clicked his tongue. “Sit. Mist will murder me if I let this sour, and I’d like to stay on your sister’s good side. She watches me like I stole something.”
“She watches everyone.”
“She watches me more.” He pressed a clean cloth to the cut and held it, the other hand braced on Ike’s knee for balance, casual as a man steadying a crate. The purr started low in his chest, not performed, the sound laguz made when their hands were busy and their attention was settled. It traveled through the cloth into Ike’s arm. Ike looked at the fire. His knee burned under the brace of that hand in a way that had nothing to do with the wound. He did not move the knee.
Mist passed them with a pot of water and did not stop. “If you press any harder, Ranulf, you’ll put him through the bench,” she said, light. “Though he doesn’t seem to mind the bench.”
Ike said, “Mist.”
Ranulf laughed, ears hot, and did not take his hand away until the bleeding stopped.
The days found a shape. Morning drills. A sweep of the southern track. Meals eaten on the platform above the herd, where the wind kept the flies off. Ranulf sat where he could reach Ike without reaching, which turned out to be always within an arm. He stole dried meat from Ike’s plate and replaced it with a better piece from his own, talking through the theft. He slung an arm over Ike’s shoulders when he wanted to point at a ridge, left it there while he finished the point, and only removed it when he needed the arm to gesture. The weight was friendly. The nuzzle was worse, or better: once, leaning past to squint at Soren’s map, Ranulf’s cheek brushed Ike’s hair and stayed a heartbeat, a cat’s idle claim, followed by a purr that Ranulf seemed not to hear himself make.
Ike gravitated. He would have called it positioning. He took the seat that put his shield side toward Ranulf when they ate. He checked the left flank twice as often as the right, because the left flank was where Ranulf liked to range. In the second skirmish, smaller than the first, he put himself between Ranulf and a thrown axe without breaking stride, then looked faintly puzzled at his own feet, as if they had chosen the ground. When Ranulf shifted fully to chase a runner through the brush, Ike watched the gold-blue bulk of him go and did not breathe properly until the bulk came back, human-shaped again, shaking leaves out of his hair and grinning.
“Miss me?” Ranulf said.
“You were loud,” Ike said. His hand had lifted. He set it, very carefully, on Ranulf’s shoulder, over a smear of sap, and brushed the sap away with his thumb. The thumb moved once more than the sap required. Ike noticed the second pass. He took the hand back and found something else to hold.
Ranulf’s ears stayed forward. He did not mention the thumb.
At night the company built the fire smaller, to keep from advertising. Soren assigned the late watch to the two of them and then to no one else, and endured Mist’s look with the expression of a man who had predicted the weather and saw no reason to be praised for it. Ike and Ranulf split a loaf and a skin of weak beer on the platform’s edge. Below them a child laughed in one of the tents. The war felt far, which was how Ike knew it was not gone, only resting.
“You hate this,” Ranulf said. Not unkind.
“The watch?”
“The after. Guard duty. Being thanked. Standing still long enough for people to make a statue out of you.” He turned the beer skin in his hands. “You fight like a man who needs the fight to fit his bones. Peacetime doesn’t fit.”
Ike was quiet long enough that a log collapsed. “The company needs the coin.”
“The company would follow you into a ditch if you asked. That’s not what I asked.”
Ike looked at him. Firelight sat in Ranulf’s heterochromatic eyes and along the fine cut of his mouth, and the restlessness under Ike’s ribs changed temperature. It did not leave. It acquired a direction. He did not have a name for the direction. He knew that when Ranulf was in camp the days had edges again, and when he imagined the week ending he felt the old brace return, the gate, the holding.
“I’m fine,” he said.
Ranulf hummed, unconvinced, and leaned in until their arms touched from elbow to wrist. He purred, quiet, playful, the vibration a small private weather against Ike’s sleeve. “Liar. Eat the rest of the bread. You’re worse when you’re hungry, and I have to walk beside you in the morning.”
Mist, crossing below with an empty bucket, spoke just loud enough to climb. “If you sit any closer, the platform will file a complaint. Some of us are trying to sleep, not listen to a cat rewrite a watch roster.”
Ranulf called down, “Your brother hoards the blanket of his personal space. I’m redistributing.”
“Redistribute quieter,” she said, and went on, smiling into the dark where neither of them could see it.
Nothing was said that could not be walked back. No one kissed. Ike did not put a name to the way his hands kept inventing reasons, or to the way the camp felt correctly staffed only when a particular set of footsteps was in it. Ranulf did not examine why his purr came up easier here than in Caineghis’s hall, or why he had started timing his returns to the hour Ike finished the sweep. They bumped shoulders. They split watches. They slept a body-length apart on the platform when the fire burned down, not touching, the space between them studied by both and crossed by neither.
Mist counted the days and the almosts. On the sixth night she sat with Soren over the cold ledger and said, “He likes him.”
Soren dipped the pen. “Obviously.”
“Ranulf likes him back. He just thinks he’s being a nuisance about it.”
“Also obviously.” Soren looked toward the platform, where two silhouettes shared a silence that had stopped being empty. “We keep the contract. We do not push harder than this. If Ike is going to understand what his hands are doing, he will have to notice them himself. He is stubborn, not stupid.”
“He’s both,” Mist said, fond, and closed the book.
Above them Ike said, low, “Your scrape is gone.”
“I told you it was nothing.”
“You still favored it this morning.”
Ranulf’s laugh was almost a breath. His arm came around Ike’s shoulders, easy, the way it had all week, and his temple bumped Ike’s once, a nudge without intent he would have admitted. “Then watch the left for me tomorrow. You’re better at it than I am, when you decide to be.”
Ike did not move out from under the arm. The restlessness lay down, not gone, aimed. He watched the tree-line, and the weight against his side, and did not yet ask himself why both felt like the same duty.
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The weeks stretched, and the village learned the sound of the mercenaries the way it had learned weather. Raids came and went. A bandit knot on the south track. A night-herd spooked by something with too many teeth that fled when Ranulf dropped his human shape and answered it in kind. Between those nights the work was fences, watches, and the slow business of not leaving.
The bathhouse was a timber shed over a stone basin, fed by a pipe from the stream and always smelling of wet wood and the oil the laguz used on their hair. Ike pushed the door with a clean shirt over his arm and stopped when the steam moved. Ranulf was already in the basin, water to his chest, ears slicked, one arm hooked over the rim. He did not startle. His tail, trailing in the water, gave one lazy flick.
“If you came to tell me the south fence is down again, I’m not getting out,” Ranulf said. “The fence can wait until I remember what my legs are for.”
“I came to wash.” Ike shut the door behind him. The latch was a courtesy, not a lock. He set the shirt on the bench, pulled his own sweat-stiff tunic over his head, and sat on the near edge of the basin to unlace his boots. He was still lean from the war, ribs showing when he twisted, shoulders sharp rather than thick, the muscle of a man who had spent a year marching and not yet a year eating as a commander should. A towel lay across his lap once the trousers were gone. He did not get in. He sat with his calves in the water and his back against the warm wall, as if the conversation had been scheduled.
Ranulf watched the line of his stomach and then, politely, watched his face instead. “Caineghis wants a report that isn’t ‘the beorc are fine and I am also fine.’ He wants numbers. How many bandits, how many of ours bruised, whether the village elders trust a Crimean company more than they trust Begnion’s old taxes. I keep writing the same sentence. The prince keeps sending riders to ask if I’ve written a different one.”
“Skrimir.”
“Skrimir.” Ranulf sank until the water touched his lower lip, then rose again, annoyed into speech. “He wants a charge. He thinks a cleared wood is a dull wood. I told him a dull wood is what a living village looks like, and he told me I have been among beorc too long. Which is rich, from a man who has never had to count grain.” His ears tipped back, then forward. The playfulness returned under the irritation, aimed at Ike because Ike was the one in the room. “You’d like him and also want to put him through a wall. It’s a common reaction. Don’t sit there drying out, General. The water’s the point of the shed.”
Ike made a noncommittal sound and did not move, except to cup a handful and sluice it over the back of his neck. Droplets ran the groove of his spine. Ranulf’s nose twitched once. He kept talking about the king’s patience and the prince’s lack of it, about duty that looked like obedience from Gallia and like absence from the village, and Ike listened with his eyes half-shut, towel darkening where the steam reached it, one hand resting on the stone between them. Halfway through a sentence about supply lines, Ranulf shifted his arm along the rim. His wrist met Ike’s fingers. Neither of them remarked on it. The pipe kept its low noise. When Mist called from outside that Boyd had started a fire too close to the hide store, Ike stood, water sliding off his shins, and the towel stayed where it was until the door was open and he was already through it.
Ranulf stayed in the basin a while longer, ears high, the place where their wrists had met cooling slower than the rest of him.
He found Ike training two nights later because the camp had gone quiet and the sword had not. The clearing behind the northern platform was packed earth and old roots. Ike had stripped to a pair of short breeches and a wrap at his wrists. Ragnell was too much blade for drill against air, so he used a weighted practice sword, and the weight showed. Sweat varnished him from throat to navel. It gathered at the ends of his hair and fell when he turned. Each cut was the same cut, corrected, repeated, the patient obsession of a man who did not know what to do with a still evening.
Ranulf did not announce himself. He took the low branch at the clearing’s edge and settled in human shape with his cloak under him, chin on his folded arms. His nose worked without permission. Salt, iron, the clean bite of effort, the particular warmth Ike carried under that. Ranulf breathed it and told himself he was checking for blood. There was no blood. The tail betrayed him anyway. It curled, loosened, curled again, the tip drawing small interested shapes against the bark. When Ike reset his stance, hips square, the long muscle of his thigh standing out under wet skin, the tail went still and then flicked hard enough to rustle leaves.
Ike finished the set. He planted the sword, bent with his hands on his knees, and breathed. Sweat ticked off his jaw onto the dirt. He did not look at the branch. “You’re early for the watch.”
“You’re loud for a man alone.”
“Only if someone is listening.” Ike straightened. The moonlight put a pale edge on his collarbones and on the newer scar along his ribs. He rolled one shoulder until it popped. Ranulf’s eyes tracked the roll. Ike caught the look, or caught enough of it to become briefly uncertain what to do with his arms. He picked up the shirt he had discarded and did not put it on. He held it. “Couldn’t sleep?”
“Didn’t try.” Ranulf dropped from the branch. Up close the smell was stronger, honest, not unpleasant. He reached as if to tap the practice sword’s balance, and his knuckles grazed the inside of Ike’s wrist instead, where the pulse kicked. “You’ll split that shoulder if you keep leading with it. Again.”
Ike reset without argument. Ranulf stayed close enough to correct him, two fingers on an elbow, a palm briefly between the shoulder blades to square them. The touches were instructional. The tail, behind him, was not. It hooked once toward Ike’s calf and withdrew before it arrived. They ran the set until Ike’s breath went ragged and Ranulf’s ears would not stay still, and then they walked back separately, which fooled no one who had been on the branch.
On the perimeter they talked more easily, because walking gave them something to do with the proximity. The path around the village was a rut worn by hooves and boots. Evening light came through the leaves in bars. Ike carried a spear he did not need. Ranulf walked on the outside, nearer the trees, close enough that their arms brushed on the narrower turns.
“Gallia will want you back,” Ike said.
“Gallia has me. It also has a prince who thinks reports are a kind of cowardice, and a king who trusts me to know the difference.” Ranulf nudged a stone off the path with his foot. “Caineghis doesn’t need me at his table every night. He needs the border not to become a story Begnion can tell. That’s this. For now.”
“And after.”
“After, someone will find another war, or the old one will remember it wasn’t finished.” He glanced sidelong. “You could take the company south and get fat on Crimean gratitude. You won’t.”
“The company eats either way.” Ike was quiet for a dozen paces. A bird startled. His hand found the small of Ranulf’s back as they stepped over a root, guiding, unnecessary, gone again once the root was behind them. “Beorc won’t stop using the old word because a war ended. Laguz won’t stop hearing it. If there’s a future, it’s this. Shared watches. Shared grain. People who have already decided the other can be trusted with a flank.”
“Poetic, for you.”
“I meant it practically.”
“I know.” Ranulf’s shoulder settled against Ike’s and stayed through the next bend. “It’s a good future. It requires people willing to be uncomfortable in it. You are inconveniently willing. So am I, on the days Skrimir isn’t sending riders.” The purr under the last words was small. Ike felt it more than he heard it. He did not step away until the path widened and a pair of village boys ran past with a bucket, and even then the step was late.
The buck came at the end of the second week. Ranulf left before dawn in his other shape, a long-muscled cat the color of wet moss and bronze, and returned near noon with the carcass balanced across his shoulders, human again only from the waist up where he needed hands to hold it, the shift incomplete and unashamed. He dropped the deer at the edge of the cook-fire. Blood had dried dark along one forearm. His ears were up. His chest was up. He looked at the company and then, more plainly, at Ike.
“South ridge,” he said. “It was going to foul the stream if something didn’t take it. Also, Boyd has been complaining about salt meat.”
Boyd had already stood up. Oscar was thanking him. Mist was calling for a knife and a clean hide. Ike crossed the circle and set his hand on Ranulf’s head, between the ears, the way he might steady a horse that had done exactly what he asked. The pat was calm. It was also not the pat of a man thanking a scout. His palm smoothed forward, slow, over the base of one ear, and the ear pressed into it. Ranulf’s breath left him in a rough sound. He leaned, fractionally, into the pressure. The half-shifted muscle along his back bunched and eased. Pride looked like that: chin lifted, eyes narrowed, a purr he did not bother to swallow, aimed at the hand.
“Good,” Ike said. “Thank you.”
His hand lingered through the second pass across the ear. Rhys came around the fire with a basin, and the hand left. Ranulf blinked, shook himself fully human, and laughed too brightly at Boyd’s commentary on the size of the haul. The ear Ike had touched stayed angled toward him while the deer was dressed.
The private talks were harder to decorate. Soren required them. Contracts, Crimean letters, a question of whether a Gallian elder’s request counted as a side agreement. Ike took them in the command tent or on the far side of the herd-shed, and he took them without Ranulf, because some of what Soren said was the company’s and not the border’s. The first time, Ranulf told himself he had drills. He ran the length of the village twice. He re-strung a bow that did not need it. He wore a track into the grass outside the tent, ears flicking at every low voice he could not quite separate into words, tail cutting short irritable arcs. When Ike emerged, Ranulf was suddenly very interested in a splinter in the shed wall.
Mist found him on the fourth such afternoon, pacing the same six strides. “The tent isn’t on fire,” she said.
“I’m stretching.”
“You’re going to pace a ditch. He does this with Soren at home, too. It’s numbers. It’s dull. He’ll come out with the same face he went in with, and then he’ll look for you and pretend he was looking for the roster.”
Ranulf stopped. His tail had curled tight around his own ankle. He loosened it with an effort that showed. “I don’t care who he looks for.”
“Mm,” Mist said, in the tone of a sister who had decided not to spend a kindness all at once. “Then you won’t mind that he asked, before he went in, whether you were back from the ridge. He asked twice. Soren looked like he had bitten a lemon.”
She left him with that. Ranulf sat on the shed step and did not pace, which was its own tell. When Ike came out, squinting in the sunlight, his eyes went to the step before they went to the roster nailed beside the door. He crossed over. His hand rose and settled at the join of Ranulf’s neck and shoulder, thumb against the pulse there, a claim so unconscious Ike was still talking about grain weights when he made it. Footsteps came around the shed, Boyd’s, loud. The hand dropped. Ranulf felt the print of it after it was gone. Ike felt the absence and frowned at his own fingers, briefly, as if they had acted under orders he had not heard.
They built the alone without conspiring to. A watch traded. A fence that needed two. A meal carried out to the platform because the fire was too crowded. Ike touched when the touching could be called nothing: a wrist caught and released, a leaf brushed from blue hair, a palm at the hip guiding Ranulf around a startled goat. The moment another voice entered the space, the hand was gone, and Ike’s face was the patient commander’s face, and Ranulf’s ears were merely ears. Mist kept the count. She did not need Soren to tell her what a flinch away from being seen meant, when the same hand, unobserved, stayed.
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The map arrived in Soren’s hand the way most trouble did: folded too many times, smelling of someone else’s pocket, and already being treated as a decision. He spread it on the table in the command tent while the afternoon rain ticked on the canvas. Ike stood at the near side. Mist had come in with a basket and stayed. Ranulf leaned in the doorway, cloak damp, called over because the ruin sat inside the ground Gallia had asked him to keep quiet.
“One of Boyd’s pickets took it off a deserter who was trying to sell it for a meal,” Soren said. “The man claimed a merchant consortium buried undeclared stones in a way-chapel a day’s walk east, when the war made the roads worse than the tax men. The chapel is marked. The cache is not. He may have been lying. The ink is old enough that he may also have been repeating a lie someone else was paid to believe.”
Ike studied the ridge lines. They matched the country he had already walked. “Your opinion.”
“Send a scout. Confirm the structure exists before we spend the company on a hole in the ground. If the stones are real, they are worth a season’s contracts. If they are not, we lose a day.” Soren’s eyes flicked to the doorway. “A fast scout.”
“I’ll go,” Ranulf said. He said it easily, already shifting his weight toward the outside. “Beast-shape, I can make the ridge and back before the second night. If it’s a collapse or an ambush den, you haven’t moved the village’s guard to find out.”
“No.”
The word landed flat. Ike had not looked up from the map to say it. When he did look up, his face was the one he used on recruits who had volunteered for something stupid. “You’re here on the king’s business. If you break a leg in a ruin Caineghis didn’t order you into, I explain it to Gallia, the village explains it to the riders, and Skrimir gets a story about beorc errands. No.”
Ranulf’s ears tipped, more amused than warned. “I lived through Daein. A chapel isn’t going to be what finishes me. You’re fussing.”
“I’m refusing.”
“You’re fussing while you refuse.”
Ike came around the table. He did not stalk. He crossed the distance the way he crossed a gap in a line, and then he was in front of Ranulf, close enough that the doorway framed them both, close enough that Ranulf had to tip his chin to keep their eyes level. Ike’s voice dropped without his choosing.
“You don’t get to call it fussing and then run off where I can’t reach you. Not on a rumor. Not alone.”
The tent was warm from bodies and trapped rain. Ike had been in armor half the day; under it he was heat and salt and the blunt clean smell of a man who had been giving orders since morning. Ranulf breathed in because his lungs did it for him. Sweat. Iron. The particular steadiness Ike carried when he had already decided a thing was his to hold. It hit the same place in Ranulf’s skull that Caineghis’s presence hit, and Skrimir’s, when the prince forgot to be young and simply stood as the next weight in the room: a pressure that wanted a purr, a lowered ear, the small animal willingness to be placed. Ranulf’s tail twitched once against his calf. He held Ike’s look and felt the want to give the look back softer than he should.
Mist watched his ears. Soren watched Ike’s hand, which had risen and stopped short of Ranulf’s shoulder, hovering, protective and uninvited.
“Or,” Mist said, mild, into the silence, “the three of us go. You, me, Ranulf. A day out, a day back. The company stays on the village. Ranulf doesn’t get to be noble and absent. You don’t get to bite through a tent pole. I get to see whether this map is worth the bread we’ll carry.”
Ranulf did not answer at once. He was still breathing Ike in, and the breathing had gone slow. The dominance sitting in it was quiet, nothing performed, which made it worse. His feline weight wanted to tip toward it. He shook his head once, hard, as if clearing water, and the grin he put on afterward was a half-size too bright.
“Your sister is the only strategist in the room,” he said. “Fine. We go together. I even promise not to run ahead, unless something runs at us, in which case all promises are traditionally void.”
He turned to take the map from Soren’s side of the table. The turn brought his tail across Ike’s hip and thigh in a long unthinking stroke, base to tip, the gesture a laguz used when he was yielding space to a stronger body and marking the yield so it would not be mistaken for retreat. The contact was fur and muscle and a brief, intimate drag. Ike shuddered. It went through his stomach and down the backs of his legs, visible in the set of his shoulders, and he said nothing. His glare moved past Ranulf and landed on Mist, who met it with the face of a woman who had suggested a picnic.
Soren cleared his throat and put a finger on the eastern mark. “Gems, if the deserter’s story holds. Unset stones, mostly, concealed under the chapel floor by merchants who preferred a hole to a Begnion ledger. Enough weight that we will not carry them in our pockets if they exist. We mark, we sample, we return with a count. We do not stay the night in a ruin none of us has cleared.”
Ike nodded once. The nod was the commander’s. The rest of him was not. He turned and left the tent hard enough that the flap slapped, half anger at the risk and half a worry he had no clean place to put, his sister and his friend already packed into the same day’s danger. Rain took him. He did not go far. They could hear him stop just outside, breathing like a man who had remembered he was supposed to be finished speaking.
Mist said nothing. She looked at Ranulf.
Ranulf was still facing the door. His ears were forward. The tip of his tail curled and uncurled near the spot where it had touched. He shook his head again, smaller, and only then looked at Soren.
“The map,” he said. His voice had come back down into its usual range. “And a list. What we carry, what we don’t, and how loud I’m allowed to be if the chapel is occupied. I’d like to be gone before he decides the veto applies to his sister too.”
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