so sometimes i need to vent and i go and make an edgy song, but none of the stuff i make within that really fits into any of my aliases except for if a guitar is the main instrument in which case then it could be a PLURR@lllll song xD but ive accumulated so many that cant go elsewhere... in the past stifled chaos releases i would sometimes throw in random edgier music and i wanted to stop doing that cause i felt so embarrassed it felt so cringe and i wanted this alias to be just a happy melodic speedbreak type thing... but now that ive explored the story a bit more in my head, it would make a lot of sense for him to have edgy songs sometimes LOL. this is the only track on the planned album thatll have lyrics in it and its been a while since ive written lyrics and i feel embarrassed writing them ... but oh well . also yes i know the mixing is bad for some things i will fix itipromise
**I WANT TO BE**
every day i look outside
through my window i see the sky
the sunlight beams a rainbow prism
still i cant shake off the cry
blood on my hands that has dried
i wish i could rewind, retry
but you've left me with cynicism
why does the end feel so nigh?
i want to be someone else
who doesn't fuck up everything
i want to be someone who
can snap his fingers, fix the sting
i want to be someone else
who doesn't shatter at small things
i want to be someone else
who wants to be, i want to be better
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08 Oct 2026 03:39 CEST
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