i have thought and said many times to my family and friends that i dont wanna be a dad. cause do to my mental health, anxiety, seizures, and abusive mother, i dont feel like i would not be a good parent. with my mother, i am scared that she would make the kid a trump supporter (i know sounds dumb but whatever) and be againist anything LGBTQ+ and even if the kid would be LGBTQ+ i would be scared for them of how the US is with LGBTQ+, mostly to trans people. i dont want my kid to be bullyed for being LGBTQ+. the point being, i am not going to be a dad (in my "mother's" eyes a "mom") my abusive mother has said many times that she would help, no she would not, she ether make the kid's life a living hell like she did mine or make the kid go against me. plus, i am a female at birth, and if i did get pregnant, i would most likely get postpartum depression, do to my mental health, and i would regret having the kid. but i never EVER tell the kid i regret having them cause that would make them think i hate them, i would love them to death but i would never be ready nor really be happy to be a parent.
