I wanted to start it by apologizing first to everyone I left behind and unexplained. My later post will be about the I was I doing and along with some future plans.
I am sincerely and deeply sorry regarding my unexplained absent and those it affected, from fans and followers but also especially those I owed artwork to, and my loyal Patreon followers. It has been a long time and I really owe you guys a lot, not just an apology. However, I also owe you all an explanation about why I’d gone. I regretted leaving without a trace, but following the events to be listed I felt too much shame to come back for even longer. I really should have told you all when I was not feeling right, trusted you all to understand or just be aware.
I spent the last year feeling deeply burnt out, as I attempted to continue to work on schedule but it feel get more and more not visible finish at right time, and over time I kept failing, where by the final two months before I vanished I had wanted to take only a few weeks break, but as time went on a mixture of lingering exhaustion and guilt at how all of my project were getting more delayed schedule made me feel more stressed and sad with my current position.
By mid-2025 I manage to pull it together, I'll accept my mistakes and need to acknowledge I wasn’t right to be this long to reply. I have been planning to come back, and finish undone work and some reserve artwork I can share. It hadn’t helped that shortly into my break, my hard drive fail.
Lucky about half was in cloud storage, but unfortunately most of the work I can selvage was outdated and some were unfinished, which was an added setback that I felted needed to get some progress on finishing before I returned. As I’m writing, I’ve also finished some of artwork and some on working I need to should have finished a year ago. This apology goes especially to all my Patreon supporters that I left hanging and once again, I do feel really sorry to those who rightfully expected me to make a comeback sooner.
