its a more personal thing. my self hatred and the content of my art actually have very little to do with each other. my art is partially about deflecting the anxiety of mortality and mostly just a fun hyperfixation on violence that happens to also be tied in with sexuality. my self hatred is much deeper and is mostly about me not doing enough (in every way) and not being perfect (in every way).
this piece is about me enjoying the company of one of my characters as a sort of self acceptance thing cause both syl and emma are separate from me but also a part of me, if that makes any sense.
as for syl as character (the one depicted in my art) they are pretty much completely unaware of morality entirely, being just a silly creature. i often use them as a stand-in for me as the artist but they are not "me"
im sure you didn't mean offense, i just wanted to clarify some stuff cause this work is a bit different from my others
its a more personal thing. my self hatred and the content of my art actually have very little to do
Oh yeah I 100% understand, and I recognized that this art was something like that. I just thought it was fun to headcannon it as if all art involving syl had continuity, despite the fact that they obviously dont.
I draw sad personal art like this sometimes too, its always good to express something :D
Oh yeah I 100% understand, and I recognized that this art was something like that. I just thought it
