As a disclaimer, I am very anti-medication and anti-psychiatry, and this art was not at all made in favor of Zoloft as used as a psychiatric drug.
Due to needing medication of some sort on my records for SSI, I agreed to being prescribed Zoloft. I do not at all take it as prescribed, but I have tried it a few times to see what it would be like and if it had any recreational use. I have schizoaffective disorder and epilepsy / geschwind syndrome, among other disorders, so, I am particularly sensitive to all substances and they affect me differently than they would affect a neurotypical person. The first time taking 50MG Zoloft I experienced an intense euphoric high where everything looked much more vibrant, and that I could see through the fabric of reality to see it as a synthetic simulation — it reminded me of the environment of the movie Donnie Darko. Though, I also recognized the people around me only as nonsentient flesh who were constructs of this synthetic simulation. The cracks in the ground and the trees around reminded me of veins and neurons. I experienced ego death where I recognized myself only as my brain and the energy of my mind.The sky picture in the background is a picture I took that day.
I didn’t see this entity, but I felt like I could ‘sense’ an entity of a form-shifting / self-replicating rabbit, of which I drew here. These rabbits represent this wavelength of existence I tapped into, which I felt was the state between life and death, and uninhibited consciousness. To me the rabbits are made from some sort of impossible silvery/water material, similar to the wormholes in Donnie Darko.
Since then, I’ve only used Zoloft very sparingly and I don’t plan to take it as prescribed, nor any psychiatric drugs since weed and psychedelics are much more helpful for me.
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