could be done for me
they say it doesn't count
when i don't know the words
and they don't let me try
bruh...
how can it fit, no returns
("wahahahahahaaaa i'm still a time thief!")
it might be madness spiraling
just trying
gratitude doesn't come easy
seems a bit much effort.
It could be so effortless,
there will still be resistance.
----
psh...
("Girl, you sick of that yet?")
kinky in a weird way
so very, very normal.
it's a love multiverse
the shape cannot be expressed in two dimensions
time and beyond, defined perception
could just write a song with that,
nah...
we're going and going
yeah, doing okay....
doing okay
"But you've already hit the vape"
maybe i could try and use some intent
no...
the music's gone from my heart again
i cannot keep her
or make her sit still
and they want me to ignore her
like they've given up and just want me to stop
stop
stop resisting
"but i don't consent to this part of this dream"
and the music's done
but the hurt's still here
it doesn't get any better, bruh
if it can't be fun
then i'll make it weird
plz don't reject this
i can't tell
the language might be too intimate
not trying to flex with all the cuddles i give
could be a prompt for baby
but we're supposed to be cultivating.
the hands will act up if you don't train them
i'm weak
i'm dead
i don't know what i'm saying
except the parts that i do
but metaphor was never the problem
ah
we were going to journal but the journaling is here
three thousand character limit
it isn't quite enough used to do it five times a day
i guess we could be drained
"Tell me, then. Why does it ache?"
but i don't consent to this part of this dream
and the music's done
but the hurt's still here
it doesn't get any better, bruh
if it can't be fun
then i'll make it weird
i'd say 'eat my paste' but that phase is supposed to be over
not trying to go fast, just the phrasing is a little more important
the ideas
the flowing of the words in streams
emulation of speech
in rhythms ('of we' uwu)
babbling, the pattern lost behind a key
encrypted for sake keeping
lest anyone see
"I can't let them see. It may as well be nothing."
samples
got to resample,
downsample degrade
pitch bend, modulation
ruin the fidelity
...but...bruh...
...like...
.......in a cool way.....
heh heh heh
And that moron is me,
they keep us in the corner at the job sometimes.
I try to stay stay
stay out of the way
Sweep a little bit
Fill up ranch containers
....mmm rubato and a slant. for me?
You know it.
for me?
You know it.
for me?
Girl, know it.
I'm not gonna let you finish because
this shit is never over ("*angry noises* ...we aren't supposed to swear!")
I declare,
"Someone better censor this ho."
Stop.
stop
stop resisting
but i don't consent to this part of this dream
and the music's done
but the hurt's still here
it doesn't get any better, bruh
if it can't be fun
then i'll make it weird
I'll make it weird.
no, me.
i'll get all in the way
i'll make it weird
leaned too far into mundane
