There was a time when men were kind
When their voices were soft
And their words inviting
There was a time when love was blind
And the world was a song
And the song was exciting
There was a time
Then it all went wrong
I dreamed a dream in times gone by
When hope was high
And life worth living
I dreamed that love would never die
I dreamed that God would be forgiving
Then I was young and unafraid
And dreams were made and used and wasted
There was no ransom to be paid
No song unsung
No wine untasted
But the tigers come at night
With their voices soft as thunder
As they tear your hope apart
And they turn your dream to shame
He slept a summer by my side
He filled my days with endless wonder
He took my childhood in his stride
But he was gone when autumn came
And still I dream he'll come to me
That we'll live the years together
But there are dreams that cannot be
And there are storms we cannot weather
I had a dream my life would be
So different from this hell I'm living
So different now from what it seemed
Now life has killed
The dream I dreamed.
That pretty much how I fell right now as Xavier and I saw this. As I’m bringing up the past right now I cried during this one scene in the movie. It reminds me of my innocence before that thing happened. I could keep going on about random stuff but I really like to talk about this some more first.
After the dinner the adults were talking along with the brother and sister did there own thing upstairs. I was left alone like most times in life where you want someone beside you until I met Xavier. Don’t worry cuties I’ll get to that eventually. I spent the next five hours staring at the black TV, that didn’t turn on as I later found it was broken. Last I’ve heard the brother and sister died in a horrible car accident but I haven’t had any confirmation on that.
We went back to the hotel that evening such at this in a blizzard on such a cold day. I haven’t really talked about my mom that much as I think I should before I go any farther with this. A few year prior while I was in Saith at the time my mom used to be teacher at the local public school. She taught grade 3 but she didn’t teach me. She didn’t want to show favouritism to me, which I can understand. I was also really good friends with Mako for a bit, until a certain thing that happened. He would kill me if I ever mentioned it. I met this foxkat during the same time which, I later found out her name was Felix. She always disappeared when Mako was around with me as those two, never met till much later.
That was an interesting day at school, when that happened but I quite happy with Xavier spending some time together. I was getting side tracked with that, little bit of history down memory lane. My mother while we lived in Saith thought Felix and I would make a cute couple. I didn’t know at the time Felix was a girl or how much I prefer guys that are so much cuter.
My mom set us up on a little play date, but nether of us knew it at the time. She tried to get us to become more then friends but that didn’t happen. My mother really over protective of me for a few years, until I told her I was gay along with being in a happy relationship with Xavier. She’s very laid back now and she knows I have no interest in females at all. I’ve come home with Xavier to see some, interesting things. I rather not go into more detail about my mom.
She dated a few guys but nothing ever worked as they can’t get past she, has a gay son. Speaking of which, I’ve never mentioned my dad at all to anyone but I like to say something about him. It all happened shortly after I was born as my mom told, me this story multiple times.
January 20th 1998
This just happened to be the same day as Mako birthday and a few years later on Halloween he had a weekend of pain along with misery. My farther name was John Wolf or as his friends used to call him Wolf John. Mako dad Dexter was very close with him as they were friends for years. They did everything together and were hardly separated. I don’t think they were sexually close but I rather not go there.
On that cold winter day I was with, my mom while my dad was on patrol with Dexter. They’ve been cops for over ten years at the time. After a few routine stops something horrible happened that both of them didn’t expect.
I’ll leave that up to you cuties and until next when I tell you more along with getting to something that happened to me.