--- Miles struggles with his own identity. His preferences in a partner can't be found in traditional bars, but he doesn't feel like he quite -belongs- in the bars he's supposed to fit into. He feels far too old, not expressive or flamboyant enough, and missing an understanding of what he wants in life to get anyone that he feels truly comfortable with. Anyone who approaches him are met with cold shoulders and a complete lack of interest.
The usuals that come to the bar dubbed him 'Moody Miles', the hardest man to ever get with. No one's managed to land a date with him so far, no matter how many drinks they offer him. And yet, he continues to go to the same spot every night after instructing his classes, drinking himself away until he does it all over again tomorrow. It's pathetic, and he knows he's pathetic. ---
Miles is an OC I've woefully ignored for awhile.
I created his specific personality based on some of my own feelings on my sexuality, and the frustrations that had come growing up in queer spaces while not feeling quite 'queer' enough, especially as a bisexual man. While I have had plenty of relationships, there is a certain aspect to gay culture where I just simply don't feel like I completely fit into a place where I am supposed to belong.
Not that this is a dig at those who embrace queer culture, flamboyancy, and pride, far from! However, it's just not me. It's just not something I 'do', and yet I continue to expose myself to this culture by going to furry conventions, meets, engaging on the internet with queer culture. The irony is just simply not lost on me.
--- But despite how much of a sad sack of shit Miles is, he's a total bottom. Hopefully someone knows how to come along and show him a good time in a way that can make him come out of his shell! Sometimes it just takes the right person with the right chemistry.
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