I think... I have been so lonely and stuck in my traumas for so much of my life, that exploring myself and expressing all the shadows I am willing to cast through my fursona has been liberating. I don't feel as alone anymore, about who I am. I am getting better at no longer blaming myself for the things I cannot control. Undoing the mistreatment and conditioning I was raised in.
There a lot going on with my head, I'm glad I decided to make Cookie truly me instead of just a hollow mascot. uwu
Thank you for saying so. uwu I think... I have been so lonely and stuck in my traumas for so much o
Is the person before me said this does take a lot of courage. More courage that I myself have. Thank you for sharing hopefully your life becomes better especially if you've already found your someone special.
Is the person before me said this does take a lot of courage. More courage that I myself have. Thank
Thank you for reminding me to go to Aldi tomorrow and check if they still have the big Eevee Plush in the centre aisle that I passed on a few days ago. :3
Thank you for reminding me to go to Aldi tomorrow and check if they still have the big Eevee Plush i
Personally I've never needed, expected, or wanted eye contact. My problem is one of acknowledgement. My mom was hearing impaired but also had a habit of ignoring me if she was irritated so it created this whole thing of "when I say things and people don't react is it because they didn't hear me, because they're mad at me?... Or maybe because I don't exist, maybe I'm dead, and a ghost, and my interactions with people are all delusions and the delusion just cracked and I saw through to the reality that everything I say and do doesn't exist to other people.
Yeah once you start to spiral things get weird real quick x.x But yeah, don't really need eye contact, I just need someone out there to at least react... nod, shrug, "uh huh" or "okay" or just something...
Personally I've never needed, expected, or wanted eye contact. My problem is one of acknowledgement.
I love art like this, putting your feelings into a character can be so therapeutic. It also takes a lot of courage and self-awareness too! I hope it helps you.
Also, the eye contact thing is so relatable to me. I hate how people just assume I'm not paying attention if I don't look right at them!
I love art like this, putting your feelings into a character can be so therapeutic. It also takes a
Very cute and cool that you are putting all this out there. (Plushies are great, got me own small army that is slowly growing..never enough bird or gryphon pushies)
Very cute and cool that you are putting all this out there. (Plushies are great, got me own small ar
