I don't like how overweight I am. Like, it's whatever, at this point. I've gone through more than my share of harmful dieting, and I get A Ton of exercise working as a horseback riding instructor. So like. My body gonna do its thing, whatever. So, even tho' it exacerbates my dysphoria, I still wanted to represent my pre-Otherkin HRT close to how my human body looks.
I always expected to get a lot of pushback from people over how my human form looks, idk.
I still want to push back against fatphobia, which is another reason I try to depict my human representation this way, despite my own internalized fatphobia.