Seriously, are you doing okay? Between this and a few others recently, I hope you're doing okay. I mean it. Not just the generic 'oh, someone's sad, better say something nice' kind of internet anon thing. I hope you're okay. If you're not, I hope it improves soon.
Seriously, are you doing okay? Between this and a few others recently, I hope you're doing okay. I m
This isn't happening. This isn't happening. This isn't happening. (fades to background as an endlessly repeating chorus...)
The shock setting in. This isn't happening. I cannot see what is within. This isn't happening. The tears come streaming down. This isn't happening. My feelings crushing down. This isn't happening. My soul is shattered and gone. This isn't happening. Look into my eyes to see what is wrong. This isn't happening. Emptiness is all that you will find. This isn't happening. My feelings won't unwind. This isn't happening. As I stand while the numbness spreads. This isn't happening. No one can see what my heart most dreads. This isn't happening. I have hidden it all away. This isn't happening. There is nothing left to say. This isn't happening. The crushing weight remains. This isn't happening....
What? -- This... Everything is fine. -- This... isn't. Don't worry about me. -- I can't feel anymore. I'm just fine. See? -- it didn't happen. No I'm not crying. -- Why cant I feel anymore? Just... Leave me alone. -- Why am I so alone? No, nothing happened. -- This isn't happening. I'm okay. See? I'm smiling. -- I am not worth it. I'm not sad, really! -- Someone help me! ---------- Another one. Thank you for sharing! Hope you are okay!
This isn't happening. This isn't happening. This isn't happening. (fades to background as an endles
