If you believe in the Penrose construction of reality, in order to ensure Equestria remained whole, even in chaos, she had to create the NoPony. A truely faustian pact.
Its unsure what the NoPony is, as it cannot be measured or detected by any means, being that which is left after everything that makes up reality and existance has been removed. If there is no existance, there is nothing to measure.
And yes, she is watching over you at this time, but to do so, exists in a state of being that drives any pony trying to understand her insane. At least there is one realm where the creative deity is encouraging, nourishing and loving, Its nice we are allowed to visit for short time, even if it is only in our dreams.
If you believe in the Penrose construction of reality, in order to ensure Equestria remained whole,