Come on big boy, do it... [ Dark stuff ] by ChokoDonkey < Submission

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AMonkey

2 years, 1 month ago

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Please do NOT do it big boy! we would miss you! *hugs*

ChokoDonkey

2 years, 1 month ago

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@ AMonkey

Thanks, that's okay I'm good lD

Mikolai

2 years, 1 month ago

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Edited 2 years, 1 month ago by Owner

Cool and sad picture! It defiantly gives us the viewer your state of mind at the time. Happy to hear your doing better now. :)

ChokoDonkey

2 years, 1 month ago

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@ Mikolai

Thank you, and glad you like that picture though ^^

Farrel

2 years, 1 month ago

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It's times like this I wish I could make someone's phone ring...

Sometimes folks need to think things over in peace... Sometimes they need someone to talk to...

Sometimes they just need to be kept talking long enough to break in... Followed by kidnapping and hauling off to some place with dumb movies, cookies, a heap of sleeping bags and some friendly furs.

Alas, it's hard to tell when someone's in need. C'mon, Choko, try the phone before you try the pills ;)

ChokoDonkey

2 years, 1 month ago

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@ Farrel

Aah some days I just don't know what I need anymore lol but hopefully this feeling just comes and goes, thanks for the advice though I'll try to remember about that ^^

Farrel

2 years, 1 month ago

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@ ChokoDonkey

Yeah, been there. I know how it feels, and yeah, these days I can generally just chase it off with the knowledge that it will pass anyway.

It's sometimes really hard to prove to yourself that you'd be missed... So I tended to try and be someone my friends knew they could always call and I'd come running... Usually I just had to make sure I'd pick up the phone though.

But anyhow :) A lovely mood picture, but, alas, I've trained myself to really wanna see him pull through this and smile again now ;)

ChokoDonkey

2 years, 1 month ago

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@ Farrel

Thanks bud and glad you liked that picture though ^^

Shryke

2 years, 1 month ago

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Not shown: those are viagra?

aeolicservant

2 years, 1 month ago

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@ Shryke

Don't let their typical utility fool you viagra is more dangerous than people seem to think. 33 grams can kill a fully grown adult. I took one in college as a joke like an idiot and it became one of the most embarrassing hospital visits of my life

ChokoDonkey

2 years, 1 month ago

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@ Shryke

Fishjack

2 years, 1 month ago

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Don't do it ;w; I'll give you a hug

ChokoDonkey

2 years, 1 month ago

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@ Fishjack

I'm good for now, that's okay haha ^^;;

aeolicservant

2 years, 1 month ago

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ChokoDonkey

2 years, 1 month ago

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@ aeolicservant

Now that's eloquent :3

kiwakiwa

2 years, 1 month ago

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lovely piece, wonderfully conveyed emotion..
quite well done there ^^
and yes, i do agree you on that, that art that can evoke strong emotions is both interesting, and not the easiest thing to do.. anyone who can draw, can make emotionless fap material/porn, but to try and translate some actual, real, powerfull emotions in to a drawing, without it ending up being corny, is a skill of its own..
well done, eagerly waiting for more emotions and art from you !

ChokoDonkey

2 years, 1 month ago

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@ kiwakiwa

Thank you very much for your kind words bud ^^

Yeah that's a very different process of creation for me, requires some particular mood/atmosphere to work on, especially when it comes to dispressing/dark material. But yeah that's not an easy task to evoke emotions through art, and it's pretty difficult to "evaluate" it's effectiveness just by yourself ^^;;

disturbed01

2 years, 1 month ago

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Please don't do it Big Boy..... it's not worth it trust me. I know from experience in a lot of ways that it's not worth it.
HUGS and stay strong big boy...please stay strong and know there are people out there who love you. People who would miss you a lot. Trust me.
BIG HUGS <3

ChokoDonkey

2 years, 1 month ago

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@ disturbed01

Thanks a lot for the words, I'm good don't worry ;3

HellDoradoLion

2 years, 1 month ago

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remember cubs, drugs are bad. say no to drugs

ChokoDonkey

2 years, 1 month ago

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@ HellDoradoLion

How is this related? xD

HellDoradoLion

2 years, 1 month ago

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@ ChokoDonkey

lol i dunno i was just being a silly goofball, and theres the pills there on the table.
but anyway im glad youre at least okay though!

Kuchibear

2 years, 1 month ago

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*gives you a big hug just because.*

ChokoDonkey

2 years, 1 month ago

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@ Kuchibear

Thanks xD

Rodgerblue

2 years, 1 month ago

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I've heard that voice in my head a lot over the years. Awesome work getting the feel of it across. Glad you, like me, survived those tempting words.

ChokoDonkey

2 years, 1 month ago

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@ Rodgerblue

Those seem to never completely disappear, but yeah we're still there lol

Rodgerblue

2 years, 1 month ago

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@ ChokoDonkey

No they do not. Though there are times I wish they would, and others I find myself listening to them. But I'm still here so I have gotten good at their game.

mayhew

2 years, 1 month ago

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Time to go see friends, and read history.
history shows life sucks
Friends help ya laugh it off.

ChokoDonkey

2 years, 1 month ago

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@ mayhew

Sometimes even friends can't really help you, but yeah always good to have people you can count on.

Emenius

2 years, 1 month ago

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Thank you for not killing yourself

ChokoDonkey

2 years, 1 month ago

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@ Emenius

Oooh well, my pleasure I guess lol

Neos8

2 years, 1 month ago

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i gotcha but im glad you are doing ok

ChokoDonkey

2 years, 1 month ago

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@ Neos8

Thanks bud =)

Cyandog182

2 years, 1 month ago

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I know how that is. Sometimes those dark thoughts just move in and won't leave you alone. And doing something like this as art helps releave the tension.

And please don't think I'm making fun of your issue here. But you could always wind up like Charles Freck

ChokoDonkey

2 years, 1 month ago

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@ Cyandog182

Ooh well I think I've heard about that movie, but never seen it actually, is that a good one?

MrCharlieHorse

2 years, 1 month ago

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Fuck. This pic reminds me of my childhood. I just want to hug that little dude and tell him everything will be alright. I don't know if you intended that sort of thing, but I had moments like that as a kid. It was rough. This is a great pic honestly.

ChokoDonkey

2 years, 1 month ago

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@ MrCharlieHorse

Thanks a lot bud, well such dark thoughts started to appear when I was very young, so yeah that topic has a particular vibe to me.

Spuggle

2 years, 1 month ago

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Nuuu! Nu be sad donk. :(

ChokoDonkey

2 years, 1 month ago

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@ Spuggle

I'm okay recently ;3

Spuggle

2 years, 1 month ago

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@ ChokoDonkey

I hope so, and good to hear. We all get depressed sometimes. :)

Sleepyly

1 year, 10 months ago

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I 100% relate to this, i have those episodes from time to time and am too much of a pussy to try most suicide methods.
Glad to know im not the only one, this pic gives me a warm and safe feeling in a dark way.

ChokoDonkey

1 year, 10 months ago

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@ Sleepyly

Yeah those episodes can be rough to deal with, I'm often feeling dumb once they're behind me and promise to myself that it's the last time I let this feeling to dominate me, but then when it hits hard again, it's easy to fall into bad thoughts ^^;;
Thanks a lot though, glad that pic did comfort you somewhat.

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