haaaaa i hate drawing lol i be like wow i am very proud of this!! then ewww i hate this so much!! and then i repeat the process and always end on "i am so embarrassed to even post this this is awful." anyways, i tried to freehand a little bit more this time which is incredibly hard for me as i suffer from aphantasia. i followed a reference from @/adorkastock vaguely, but i tried my best to do what i could without it. im not sure that i did well. there are things i like like the pillows but then i end up hating everything else. im trying my best to work on finding an art style becaues i don't feel as though i have one (or at least not a good one) but it's very very hard. i hope that in the summer i will be able to practice more and feel less pressured. i just want to enjoy drawing again.
anywhoozle, this is for @layes.art's shipping war. it's a response to a will x nico drawing. i drew clovis and nico bc they've literally been my otp since like... sixth grade when i first read the heroes of olympus books. they are... my babies. i love them so much, but of course i had to hurt my own feelings and draw something angsty but like... it would probs be canon if they were actually together let's be honest
