With everyone doing a summary of their art they did over the years i thought ok, i should do one myself. Artwise i think i had my ups and downs over the year but it was more hard for me which could "represent" the monthly art for...well, the month.
Still, i think every month had kinda a good picture, at least, and you might could have seen which i was really investing time into it or had a lot fun drawing.
What was your fav picture from me of the last months, per month or of the year maybe, feel free to talk about.
As for my last posts about all the "im leaving" stuff, here said again something which might make people a bit happy: As i wrote and posted those stuff, i was VERY down. I gave it some days of (over) thinking and well here is my result...
I dont give up drawing or creating what i love to do. Its a hobby for me, after all, and i dont earn money with it NOR was i looking for "fame". I sure do not "envy" the people which are better than me (someone told me i would but i sure dont) or have "more fame" than i do - what i am looking for if i upload my stuff for you guys is feedback and maybe the respect for what im doing.
I dont need to upload something here if i dont want feedback or any comments nor do i need to look for some of said stuff if i just keep my stuff privat, keep that in mind.
Again, all i do is a hobby, not a job. I try my best to make you guys smile and have fun, not to ruin your day with any 08/15 post of some known tits with a discription as long as an advertising wall where you can find me at my X-million other pages i have or spam you how many edits you can get if you pay my patreon...or that i just post a half-ass pose with YOUR CHARACTER CAN BE FUCKING THIS ONE.
No. I dont want that. I dont do that. All i friendly ask is support, help, feedback and maybe the bit of respect i can get, nothing more. Sure, donations are welcome of course and helps me paying the problems i have like said health- and psychological problems like my VERY damaged feet, deep depressiva, eye problems and others which i have to deal with. Im right now "not able" to work which makes me unemployed and being unemployed in germany means you only get a bare minimum to life of money. Does that make me poor now? Meh, call me how you want if you like to call me poor, than im poor. :P
With that all said, i try to come out of the problems i have and try to pull myself together and keep going. I will change as for sure i cant keep it up as i did but i try to be the one and true myself. For me and for you guys.
So again, thank you guys for all the little support i got from you. If you really wanna help me out, feedback is really welcome. If you in need of my other accounts or wanna donate me something, you could always check my pages on the easiest way possible viva my Carrd here: https://watheanum.carrd.co/ As for donations, well..on FA you can leave shinnies or how ever they are called or you ask me friendly viva note for my paypal...or use my unused ko-fi noone ever used i guess?
Anyways, i dont wanna write to much, which i already did anyway.
I hope you all have a good (and better) slide into the new year like i try to. Lets just hope it will be (WAY) better than 2020.
