A follow up to this picture here: NO MORE FETISH ART **VENT** by NewbornRay on DeviantArt
This is a message from Rayman Ancel himself, and my decision to what I had decided to do for him in all of my comics, stories, and roleplays for the new decade when 2021 arrives.
"Leaving/Retiring the Fetish Art Genre"
by Rayman Ancel
"Hello everyone, this is your limbless guardian of dreams, Rayman Ancel. I am here to give you all a message that I knew would be very hard for me to do, but I think by accepting this will help me focus a whole lot better on my lost motive: To become my true self. So here is what I wanna say. I have been through a lot of fetish art genres a lot often since I had started all the way back when the artist, NewbornRay/CrystiinaCreations, made me get into the main 3 genres that caught her interest: Age Regression, Tummy Lover, and ABDL(Adult Baby Diaper Lover)."
"Age Regression was a whole lot of fun since I haven't been regressed into a little baby before, and getting to act young and carefree, being cared for by my creator/mother, Betilla the Fairy. I also used to be at the age of a 5 year old, and is very curious about everything, and being very scared easily by the Nightmares bullying/teasing me. But at least I had my mother and my aunts to help me out. I given up at doing age regression when I discovered the next genre/concept, but that will be saved for later on. I wish I could say more to why I did this concept for a while, but my memory hasn't been the best so this is all I could say about this one."
"Now onto the next one I was into for WAAAAAAAAAAAAY too long that it sorta messed up with my head, and that was my 10 year role as a Tummy Lover. Now this genre is VERY hard for me to explain since I had done it so much to the point to where I don't know why I have done all of this in the first place.^^; It first started out as just a simple song NewbornRay/CrystiinaCreations wrote for me based off a music project she was working on in the 5th grade for a music class, and from seeing some cartoon episodes in a favorite show she likes that have to do with belly inflation/expansion in the plot, and sometimes when she sees this being played out, she always got a bit somewhat a sense of both an awkwardness and somewhat joy when she sees it, even book covers or stories compared to it can give her that same feeling. She never knew why, but it always attracted her to it each time she saw it the more she kept exploring it/studying it, and the more she did it, that when I come into play once she started to make it public."
"During my years of doing this form of art, I started to meet more people who were just like me, and the first two I officially met, who mean a lot to me dearly during my 10 years: BrandyKoopa92 and BriMG29. They were the first two who got me into doing roleplays with this form of art, and I was having a whole lot of fun. The more I kept doing this roleplays, the more people I got to meet who were in the same mindset as me in this form on many different social medias, even to the point that I did a 3 year comic series called "Tumster", idea given to the artist by their twin sister MonicaGenesis. Doing all of this stuff always made me so proud that I wasn't the only one who was like this. But deep down, before I started to do all of this, I always had a sense of doubtfulness about how long I would last with this. It has become so much a part of my life in NewbornRay/CrystiinaCreations' comics, stories, and RPs, that I think I kinda "lost" it. There had been so many bad things that had happened to me by being this way, and if I kept doing this, I'll just only be losing more of my "real self" in the process. So after my 10 Year Anniversary as a Tummy Lover, I decided to retire from this role in public and do it in private for the new decade. It was the artist's decision to do this as a way of taking a breather from this, and refresh on other ideas she hasn't gotten to for a long time, and then after a 3 year break, she'll make this art public again but with a new character in replacement for me on their Furaffinity account named "CreatorRay", and she will be a cat named Allie."
"So to end off this genre in particular that I had dedicated almost "all" of my life towards will be this, and it's something I had been "afraid" to say aloud after all this time, but now I think I need to say it now: This had been the main trigger all along that made me lose who I truly was. I "knew" it was ruining my mind, but I just kept doing it cause of my multiple experiments that kept coming to my head each and every day. I was really starting to think I was crazy, and that it had made me so focused to the point to where I can't even do my own guardian duties right without thinking about it. I am starting to guess that I have to really "give it up" entirely. I may have enjoyed it for a while, no matter what I had been through, but now I really think that this is it. I have to make myself grow out of this for good."
"Now onto the last one I had only been into for 4 years as a ABDL(Adult Baby Diaper Lover), and that the artist is working on a comic series "Rayman in: The Misadventures of Learning and Fun" to help me grow out of it and become more mature and gain back the intelligence I lost when I was in this role. I only got into this role back to when the artist made an old fanfic that had long been scrapped called "Newborn", to where I would be made as my adult self, but my mind was at the mentality of a newborn baby or toddler. I would often be known to talk in gibberish, playing with small baby/kids toys, wearing diapers in my size, crying a WHOLE lot since I was very sensitive a lot when this story was made in the 8th Grade, getting sent to daycares, being cared for under caretakers at home and at daycare, and having the "Terrible Twos", making me act like a brat, and getting spanked as a punishment."
Rayman's Comment: (Which hurts a lot in my opinion......I still get nightmares....QwQ;;;)
*Ahem* "Aaaaaannyywaaaaaay, now to finish this!! ^^; So, since I had been thinking twice about being in this role since I noticed that my mentality and learning development on my brain was getting very lowered a lot, and by me being at the age of 25 years old, I knew I had to change things for the better to do my first steps for becoming my true self again. So this is what I did, I had decided to get myself to be re-potty trained and get out of wearing diapers, and move up into training pants, which I am currently wearing in the artist's comics, stories, and RPs, but keeping them very hidden for a while, and I have been keeping up with my progress on a chart I have in my bathroom at my treehouse, and I have been doing quite well since then, and she'll be making a completion drawing of my progress to support on how much I had grown since I gave up this role, and I feel proud about it. So I am very proud that I grew out of this, even though I still have a lot of ways to go, but I know I will make it someday!"
"Now, this is the end of my message, and I am very glad that I got to share all of this with you. I think by taking this direction will be good for me, and by going down this path, I will be able to become who I had always wanted to be after so long. Having some time free from being out of fetish art, and from the genre itself, will maybe be my last chance to make things right for me, and I hope you all will give me all of the support and motivation to start this new path of mine. So I hope to see you all again soon with some of the artist's other projects of me, please give support to "Rayman in: The Misadventures of Learning and Fun" and cheer me on and help me learn all the lost and new info I need, and maybe by any chance, I can go back to the Glade of Dreams, and start a new adventure with all of my friends and family, and discovering new parts of the Glade, encountering new people and monstrous creatures. Thank you for your time, and like I always say, always believe in yourself and me, and if you keep believing in your dreams, it'll motivate me for a better tomorrow."
Sincerely,
Rayman Ancel
Rayman belongs to Ubisoft
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