I created this artwork back in 2008. I guess you can call it proof that I once am very talented as an artist. I don't know if it is present today . . . am I getting worse everyday? I don't know how I am . . . did I used to be that person . . . I want my talent back . . . maybe I should end my life just for the sake of the world . . . a world with one less garbage . . .
BTW, if you want, you can buy my artwork . . . that is if you care.
Thanks. Still, that was years ago. Look what I have been doing now. I think . . . I'm getting worse everyday. I'm more regressing than progressing. It's as if my talent is constantly stolen by those more famous than me. Perhaps . . . I never were to be talent . . . or live . . .
Thanks. Still, that was years ago. Look what I have been doing now. I think . . . I'm getting wor
don't be disappointed like that, it's not like that i can help you about it, you should help your self first. also it's not like that this is will be your best piece ever, i'm sure it's not your limit, well if you try again you might do even better.
don't be disappointed like that, it's not like that i can help you about it, you should help your se
I don't know if I can . . . it's not like anyone believes in me . . . this world . . . they wanted to believe in the stories they make up about me, instead of the truth. Belief doesn't exist to me.
I don't know if I can . . . it's not like anyone believes in me . . . this world . . . they wanted t
I guess I'll try . . . again and again and again and again . . . you have no idea how many attempts I have done in my entire lifetime. You also have no idea how many rejections I have on applying for a job. I can tell you that I'm a loser for sure. It's as if they want me to live my life as a failure. This world . . . is to unkind to me . . . as if they don't want me anymore. How am I suppose to live in a world where everyone hates me?
I guess I'll try . . . again and again and again and again . . . you have no idea how many attempts
oh well i just tried to help you, i really cannot do anything if you feel that way, you're already giving up but it's up to you, when i first leared art & started drawing, i have always failed doing a decent picturer, tried many times, it's because i lacked something, then i used some tutorials, my art become better, then after that i tried to do it myself without any help & got my own way of doing it, idk how you actually do it but as i said i'm not sure how to help you about this, it's not jsut words but having the will to do it.
oh well i just tried to help you, i really cannot do anything if you feel that way, you're already g
Back then, I consider making artworks and games as a hobby. Right now, it's suppose to be a living, as in this should be my profession . . . as in I SHOULD be making money with my talent. How I ended up like this is a mystery . . . unless this world truly hates my existence. Seriously, do you think I could make comics for Palcomix? I doubt this consider they don't take my talent seriously . . . as if I was never talented to begin with.
BTW, I tried TONS of tutorials and look at all of the artworks to guide me. All I get out of it is something I already learned. *sigh* This world is full of doubters . . . doubting of my talent as well as my existence. I keep trying, but no one reach out, as if I'm a ghost . . . do you think no one will notice if I shoot the president? For anyone to ignore me . . . it's a scary doubt for those who are left behind. Maybe they are truly invisible and can do anything and get away with it. It's a warning for anyone ignoring a talented mind.
At least you noticed me and know that I'm talented . . . or are you not?
Back then, I consider making artworks and games as a hobby. Right now, it's suppose to be a living,
