This was some vent art I needed to do. I won't say who it was. They probably already know. I do apologize for not keeping up the effort of staying in contacting with you. I am also sorry that I havent been able to finish rps with you, or attempt to message you first. I can't explain why life keeps me busy sometimes, other times a mood sets in and I'm driven to do something else, though I always mean to get back to you. Regardless whatever your choices are in life in the future I wish you well. Thanks for severing the tie without being too harsh about it. I'll miss you.
This loss of a freind isn't the only reason why this vent pic was made. The paragraph below is part of it, but still It's happened on other cases to.
As of late I've had a few cases where freinds come up to me, one of the reasons siting for feeling like they're not valued is a freind is the fac tthat I: did some smancy cool art for someone who also happens to be a freind. I want to address to all of you, I could of easily done this as a journal, but as an artist I feel it is best to vent about it here as part of a submission. Sense this was also part of what motivated me to make the image.
ART FROM ME IS A SIDE EFFECT, NOT A BENEFIT. I can't explain to you guys what compels to do art for freinds. Sometimes it's because I liked how a character looks, but that doesn't mean that I don't like your character cause I haven't drawn a picture of them yet. Sometimes it's just a whimsically weird kindness to my heart, that doesn't determin how it will look at the end of the day. There's millions of reasons as to why you might just get a surprise drawing from me. I. DON'T. KNOW. Why I do it sometimes, I just do. When the mood strikes me and I just feel it, I do it! How it ends up looking is where it's tricky. I can guess a few factors: Physical ability at the time, what other activity I'm doing at the time ASIDE from drawing, like RPING WITH YOU, or gaming, or something else. Just because we are freinds doesn't entitle you to art, as mentioned it's a side effect. It isn't something I can just pin down at times. Just don't expect me to do art at the drop of a hat, it's a random thing, if it comes good, if not, it's not a big deal.
If a freindship comes to an end, let it be on a circumstance that actually might make more sense, like certain character flaws, or not so great attempts at keeping in contact, or something like that. If one of the reasons to break up a freindship is because an artist in question, hasn't done anything super fancy, well..I don't really know what to say. u - u;
I can't say I'm perfect, trying to keep up with freinds can be a challenge at times, especially when I just feel like wanting to go do something in the mdist of a chat. I've considered maybe getting into the habit of putting status messages on my discord so people can kind of know what's up. But I digress.
Anyway I had to get this off my chest. I'm feeling a little better now...As for those who remain, thanks for still being my freind.
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