To tell you what happen, my father die 12/27/2019 after my mom and big brother talk to me 12/28/2019 I was shock and no words what I'm gonna to say... On 2/8/2020 we went to church for the memorial day and everyone came to see him and memory pictures for good old time, soon after priest said to are dad for his good days she turns on the music for dad's favorite music what the wonderful world from Louis Armstrong I don't cry but my tears that I well never forget and so I have to stay strong don't lose hope and keep going, god speed dad and may the spirit walk free aman... And now on 2/11/2020 today I'm now 29 years old I only have less birthday presents and mom's too. After that I have a dream my dad was here and he bring me a girl I forget her name or who she was but I know one day I may able to help things and help her too, and maybe have good date so she will be my girlfriend for my one true love. Anyways you want more questions please talk to me on comment I'm sure you understand what I felt any who be self and may the stars guide you...