After all you've been through, sometimes you just need to take some time to be alone, and think on things. Physical scars may heal, but it's the ones in the mind that need the most attention.
So I commissioned the amazingly talented Zeitzbach to draw Marius for me, and he came out stunning. What an absolute talent, and he kept me up to date with WIPs and asked questions when needed; definitely would recommend, and would definitely commission again.