For everyone who watches me already. This is gonna be nothing new.
For everyone who's discovering me for the first time. Buckle up. Cause I wanna talk about some things.
TLDR: This account contains the following: Cub, Teenagers, Adults, Incest, Pairings between the previous. Various brutal abuse types varying from light beating to dismemberment and death, both physical and mental.And even some wholesome or vanilla/kinkless story-building stuff.
Also even if the art ISN'T porn, I cannot be responsible for the possible upset the comments get.
90% of the art I post is designed to be violent, uncomfortable, emotionally distressing and other kinds of "triggering". I enjoy exploring dark topics and kinks and stories involving them. Sometimes they're outright pornographic or "romanticising" abuse and various toxic relationships or are ultraviolent or exaggerated for the sake of kink or fantasy.
If this bothers you? Leave now. I'm not here to upset anyone I just like to draw messed up things because I get a sense of catharsis and relaxation out of it. I try my best to tag everything appropriately and am happy to add more tags where necessary if I forget or misspell something.
I don't condone real life abuse and if you were abused you will have my sympathies.
With that out the way here's some more in depth explanation to me and this account:
As an artist I am an asexual, afab non-binary person. I am very empathetic and feel a lot of guilt whenever I hurt or bring suffering to another person. Even yelling at them because I am angry will upset me if they get upset in return. I can't handle the guilt. As such I've bottled and repressed a lot of my own suffering over the years for the sake of others comfort and happiness.
Because of which i slowly grew a bigger and bigger sadistic streak as my anger and bitterness grew.
Instead of taking it out on others, however. I turn it on fictional characters. In roleplay, in stories, in art. I enjoy breaking my creations so that no one else needs to suffer. Being a fictional bully allows me to vent, to express a rage and pain I'm not allowed to express in the real world.
As such I came to discover and fall in love with Ryona - A somewhat new tag for a kink as old as time. A kink of beating down the vulnerable and broken. It doesn't need to be sexual, it can just be torture of any kind, as long as the victim is unable to fight back. It's a power thing. It's a "I can destroy you with no consequence to me" kind of thing.
Abuse is abuse. It doesn't matter if you're 5 or 50 Abuse can destroy your life. And I enjoy drawing it in all it's forms. Exploring a world I was never, and have no intention of living in the real world.
The fact others enjoy it so much is just a bonus to me.
Maybe I'm addicted to a taboo I should really just get away from but we all have bad habits that help us get through this shitshow of a life. And I will fight my corner to allow expression in fantasy as long as I can. It's helped me thus far, and I'm not about to give up one of the few vents i've found that harmlessly vents my fucked up thoughts onto a victim that doesnt actually exist.
And speaking of things that don't exist:
Scarlet.
I like to roleplay as her on this account. That's why often my journals and comments have a different, more aggressive and abusive tone to them. I'll often mock and tease my viewers as her just because it's part of the fun to me. I like to be a bully but only playfully. I will absolutely drop the character act if someone's getting uncomfy. I do like to think i'm not an asshole, after all, and will stay mindful.
I made this as a submission by the way because i'm hoping the big warning picture will be more obvious than a journal. Yknow how folk get about reading things, haha~
But yeah. I just wanna keep people safe as possible whilst enjoying my messed up world. That's all.
Thanks for reading, ya freaks <3
Also i'm not tagging this with much so that people actually hopefully *read* the warning. Sorry about that.
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