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The Price of Ambition

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Hey, so another Commission piece. This piece being the largest and most elaborate piece to date. I worked very hard to make this as good as I possibly could given my current knowledge of Adobe Animate. I do want to talk a little about the development of this piece. Followers at Furaffinity may or may not be aware of the blow out that took place regarding it. I don't intend to talk to much about that, mainly due to me feeling that it's water under the bridge. This is also why I have chosen to leave it uncredited, though if you do want me to credit it, I am willing to. Instead though, I want to focus on me regarding the project and it's work, as I feel that needs to be addressed (and I would have done this whether that happened or not). More specifically, I am going to give myself a critique, one that I feel is fair. This piece took a long time to make, longer than it should, and there are several reasons for that but I am a big believer in a little motto. It goes like this, "A reason is an explanation for why something happened. An Excuse is an explanation for why something happened with an attempt to dodge responsibility for what happened." With that in mind, I will discuss the primary reason for my failure and what I intend to do about it.
I am a very ambitious creator, I think that has been very apparent with the work I do. I always try new things out, push the limits of what I can do, I always try to make something that I myself would be happy to receive. I shoot for the moon every chance I get. Ambition is an admirable quality, I don't think anybody would disagree with me on that. However, ambition without structure and direction is doomed to inefficiency and that, in a nut shell, is my problem. I tend to look at everything through the lens of a person who is uncomfortable with telling people my problems. I tend to handle everything myself and I don't like to make my problems everybody else's problems. I am very introverted in that regard. I also have a lot of fear in disappointing people, so I tend to try to make things that I would find impressive. As a combination, it means I am always trying to shoot for the moon but I can't bring myself to tell somebody I missed. That needs to change.
So, now with that said, what am I going to do about it? Well for a while the solution was just to get organized but that only solves half the problem. My High School art teacher had a saying, he said everybody has what he called the voice. The voice is always hovering over your shoulder, telling you that you aren't good enough, you wont succeed, you should quit, you're a failure. I never thought it effected me, but that's because I have not recognized it when it spoke. It does effect me and it has been for some time. So I need to work towards building myself back up and learning to brush that dark cloud away. So that's what I am going to do.

Anyway, that about sums that up. I hope that made sense and people do have faith in me. Patreon rewards will follow this, I am a bit late on finishing them due to finished several things this week but they will be released shortly. So be looking forward to that and those other things as well!

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Type: Picture/Pinup
Published: 4 years, 1 month ago
Rating: General

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