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NeiNing
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He's Gone 29.- 31.7.2019

Butler Ch11
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by NeiNing
Old Couple 21.6.2019
Archery 14.8.2019
Inspired by Myuu’s sad piano musics on Youtube, especially songs called “Lament” and “Don’t Die on Me” <3

Edit. 31.7.2019 Drew and added Raphael's version too!

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Type: Picture/Pinup
Published: 5 years, 4 months ago
Rating: General

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cesarin
5 years, 4 months ago
Wait a sec, is this related to your butler fanfic?
NeiNing
5 years, 4 months ago
Some inspiration has been taken from it, yes. Like this, very well, could be "what if" picture if Raphael wouldn't had survived after he fought with Karai.
cesarin
5 years, 4 months ago
gotcha!
tctsstudios
5 years, 4 months ago
estimated time of dissapearance: 13/05/96?
Akelalua
5 years, 4 months ago
Noooo!!! TT_TT Thank God this is only a "what if?" picture. It still broke my heart. But, damn, are those eyes powerful in their expression. One can almost touch the sadness and despair behind them. Oh, NeiNing, we need now a picture where they are fine, cuddling and full of love and passion!
By the way; I am back from my slumber. Sorry for not writing you comments for so long.
NeiNing
5 years, 4 months ago
Only "what if" since I couldn't be so cruel and take Raphael away from Leo... But perhaps I can take Leo away from Raph *evil laugh* But no, perhaps I won't. They deserve happiness <3 Thank you! I like to draw expressions and I always try to insert emotions in my arts. I don't want people to look my arts and just say "nice" without actually feeling anything from it. Awh, that sounds lovely art idea. I don't know when I can draw it since I have some fanbook arts + commission comic (still) under work, but hopefully this helps -> https://inkbunny.net/s/1912889

It's most okay! No need to be sorry. We had hotter time here in Finland so I haven't been all that active or in mood to talk etc. Now that weather dropped with half (Thank God), I start to feel like alive, slowly, again.
Akelalua
5 years, 4 months ago
No! No talking away! They belong to each other, alive! TT_TT But the picture is awesome anyway.
About the art idea; don't worry it was just a just wish. (My englisch is poor, XD) I love all of you pictures.
NeiNing
5 years, 4 months ago
Ahaha, no worries! Like I said I'm not cruel... Or perhaps I am a little bit with my "what if" art versions :D
Thank you! But don't worry, I want to draw them cuddling and in love, but it needs to wait.
Akelalua
5 years, 4 months ago
I can wait! It is always worth it! XD
NeiNing
5 years, 4 months ago
Awh, thanks XD
Akelalua
5 years, 3 months ago
" NeiNing wrote:
Ahaha, no worries! Like I said I'm not cruel... Or perhaps I am a little bit with my "what if" art versions :D
Thank you! But don't worry, I want to draw them cuddling and in love, but it needs to wait.


What was that about not being cruel? TT_TT First Leo now Raph. And that picture with Raphael shows even more pain. I can literally feel it! TT_TT Oh, man...I wish I could do something to help him. But your art is beautiful as always. The emotion ist so intense; it is incredible.

But...who's talking to him? I mean, after losing someone you love so much no one can expect you to calm down. And seriously, the tactic with master Splinter ist just mean. I am sure that Raphael already feels guilty, even if it is not his fault what has happened. The partner feels allsway guilty. There is allsway the "if".
NeiNing
5 years, 3 months ago
But these are only "what if" arts - and it does good to draw some sorrow / pain arts time to time :) It's therapeutic - at least to me. I'm super happy the pain shows and feels from Raphael's art! :D After all I always aim to add feelings in my works.

These 2 arts are connected / inspired to my fic "Butler". It's Leonardo's butler, (my OC) Alfred who's talking to Raphael. There's no Master Splinter in the fic. Hmm, well I think it depends on the person since everyone mourn in different ways. Raphael, most surely, would let most of the pain out at once, then letting out small remains in following days until he would get over it. But then Mikey, for example (in my eyes) would grief in silence for a long time while Don and Leo would mourn a day or two, then pushing themselves to go back on normal life. But yeah, it all always depends on the person and how they handle pain of losing someone. (as an real life example I never mourn when a human died. I have been in many funerals and never shed a tear or felt sad / bad. But dear Lord when my pet dies...! I cry like mad and feel so sad and bad for a day or two and then my life goes back to be normal.)
Akelalua
5 years, 2 months ago
I really need to read that story, but every time I try to find a silent moment something comes up and I am busy again. TT_TT

I mourn my life long, but not everyday. There are days when everything comes back, as if it had just happened a moment ago and not years before. It is not a choice of mine, but more something that just happens and generaly it is going on my nervs.
Those days are very rare, but they come back; not tomorrow, not in a month, not even in a year. But then after for example tree years there is a day that hits hard, very hard.

Yet it is worse when it comes to animals than to humans. But, I am the oldest of us three. I can't tell how I would react if it hit one of my brothers. As the oldest I hope to be the first one to go.

The topic has become very dark. Lol. The picture has a lot of influence, I must say.
NeiNing
5 years, 2 months ago
Read it when you can, it will be here waiting for you :D

It's perfectly normal that we get those darker days and it's important to let them come and then go instead of letting them come, but not letting them go. There are people who keeps hanging on the death of their friend, for example, for decades - and that's not healthy. Grieving and mourning some months and then moving on in life would be better and healthier instead. When people stop mourning it doesn't mean that people would forget the one who they mourn about. It's just letting go of their passing and focusing back on their own lives, still keeping the loved one in their heart and memories <3 And yes, some times there would / will be days when they just sit and cry missing that friend of theirs, but after that crying and mourning they get back on living their lives. I don't know does this make any sense to you, but I couldn't describe it better than this :'D
TheAtomicDog
5 years, 3 months ago
Yeah, no. Raph's ain't the Quiet Mourner type.
At all.
NeiNing
5 years, 3 months ago
He's not. He makes as loud noises / screams as he can when he mourns.
Skywolf713
5 years, 3 months ago
Well that hurts.
NeiNing
5 years, 3 months ago
Doesn't it? :'D
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