It seems she's willingly handed over her pillow and retreated behind her wings before giving it up. It seems she doesn't want to be seen. maybe that's why she couldn't just share the pillow and let someone else hold it with her. they'd be too close for her to be retreated behind her large glossy wings. the thin membranes still showing some translucence near the ends, but it seems she's got herself pretty well wrapped up there. Wonder what she has to hide.