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So I had a bit of a break down today, I got a letter basically saying they passed on me for the position at the clinic I had interviewed/working interviewed at... There's not much here job wise in this town for my career. I feel really helpless and weak.. I feel like everything is just endlessly fucking up, one thing after another and its just killing me. My mental issues make everything so much harder than it already is.. I have no idea what to do about a job, I hate my art, I hate this but kinda forced through it to try to get emotions out.

My landlord made me rehome my kitten, so he's living with my parents until I can get him back and it's just really hurting me. Everything is falling apart around me and this is just some vent art..

I will be openeing commissions soon as I need to make money somehow... Im just trying my best to keep my head above water...

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Type: Picture/Pinup

Published: 6 years, 4 months ago

Rating: General

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Donacutie

6 years, 4 months ago

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im always arounds if u needs someone to talks too

DrgnHybrid

6 years, 4 months ago

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aww, sad dook makes sad mau's. :( If you just ever need to let any steam out, never be afraid to bug the shit outta me for it. I never mind.

You'll overcome and be great at stuff! I know you will! You have since I've known you on here. And because of all that, you'll find your silver lining. Stay strong!

Btw: Can't wait till ya open up commissions. Shouldn't hate the art. You do amazing stuff! I love it.

HoppsinCottintail

6 years, 4 months ago

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I am so sorry hun i know of how you feel i had the same thing happen to me as well a few time's each time ihave to tell my slfe it is going to get better ..some how trying to make myslfe really blive that.. it is a joke some times.. all we can do is take one day at a time and try to slowly move forword in the best way we can for THE now..
If it is any help to you i am around to talk to on skpy you have me on your list i am there to listen some times offering that can help us in are times of need's !

xacarith

6 years, 4 months ago

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I'm sorry to hear about this. I admire your work and would love to speak with you some time if you ever wish it. I hate that you are having such a rough time of it and also that I have no advice to offer you. If I am able I can try to help out some though I get the feeling I will not be the only one offering you aid as you are very well liked here and you have much support I am sure.

Telain

6 years, 4 months ago

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Sorry things are going so poorly. Tahla and I are around if you want someone to talk to.

Tahla

hates her art a lot of the time too, but you both do great stuff. Maybe she'd have some better advice, but I'll just say your art is amazing and adorable.

sedkitty

6 years, 4 months ago

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Awww, sweetie. *hugs tight*

DaisyTheDingo

6 years, 4 months ago

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*hugs tight*

KevinSnowpaw

6 years, 4 months ago

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Im sos orry dooks :( just dont give up keep going things are never good all the time... and things are never BAD all the time.

Auzzie

6 years, 4 months ago

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I'm so sorry to hear that things are so down for you now, and feel out-of-control... :'c

I hope that you keep your chin up and that things get better for your quickly, try to stay positive through the rough patches, and things will get better!

*Hugs*

cedori

6 years, 4 months ago

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ohhhhh *give a big fluffy hug * i'm here if you want to talk

NeksusCat

6 years, 4 months ago

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Damn it.. I'm sorry to hear life's so hard on you.. ;n;
I don't have any advices or wise words to say to you, sadly.
I only wish you to get your life to a better point.. *huggles tight and comforts*

huzzalt

6 years, 4 months ago

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Aww Dooks im so sorry, I really hope things pic up soon for you. You deserve good stuff as you're a good person.
Im gonna be honest about your art, I love it. It's always made with such passion and looks fantastic I really like viewing your art and you shouldn't be ashamed of it.

TylerTheElephant

6 years, 4 months ago

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Aww, maybe you could try hugging your cuddle Pinkie. I like to cuddle with my Dashie when I'm feeling sad.

I live with really horrible anxiety. It's so bad that it's hospitalized me before. Most of it is triggered by my fear of the government. Stuff like complete internet censorship/shutdown, nuclear war, etc. Of course it really doesn't help that I have to live with a father who is addicted to Fox News, CNN, MSNBC, and all those other evil networks. I know a lot of that is fake and overhyped, but I can't just ignore it. It triggers my anxiety. Combine that with all of life's other bullshit and believe me, I know your feeling. People say that these kinds of mental illness are fake and just ways for people to get attention or get out of working for a living, but I know for a fact how dangerous and horrible they really are.