This will be my last thought journal to the woman I loved. In memory of all the great times we had. Sadly she cannot come back. And that's fine, because she never existed to begin with. But the connection we had was real. The things we did were real. And my love for her was...
Apologies to all that were hurt in this series of events. And I pray that you will all forgive, and forget. I myself have forgiven... but I will never forget.
My Last Thought Journal:
Fara Florensia August 23 2011 - Tuesday, October 18, 2011
She came out of nowhere and stole my heart. We all knew her as the somewhat rude, yet lovable pokefur. She was a great friend to some and lover to one. I spent my days gaming with her. She was amazing at everything she did. From rhythm gaming on Audition, to shooting games like S4 League. She even tried to train me to get better.
We did our first and last collaboration work together. My animated avatar.
We woke up at the same time everyday just to see each other off to work and school. Personaly. One of my favorite things. But above all else... and the last most loving thing we did that will never leave my mind... is cuddle... Everynight after a steamy role play. We would look into each others eyes... kiss and hold each other close. Before signing off at the same time.
And it's ironic...
that's the last thing we ever did together...
In closing... Fara Florensia never existed as a person. But she will never be forgotten. And to the one behind the strings of the best woman I've ever met. Thank you. Thank you for all the good memories...
This has been great... but now lets close the lid on Fara and move on with our lives. To forgive and forget. And to move on to much better things... much better memories. Because lets face the facts... life is too short to live with bullshit.
Fara Florensia... you will be missed...
"Her Last Wishes" ~ Kuroodo
6 years, 11 months ago
29 Oct 2011 18:31 CEST
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