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In Memory of Winter

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by Kupofox
As some of you may know, I recently lost my pet cat Winter. I didn't go much into what happened, and the details are not suitable for a description of this picture. I did not have a chance to say goodbye, and I did not have time or access to a vet to try and save her life, So I was left with a very difficult and painful choice.

I adopted Winter from the Humane society from where I used to live not long ago, and took her with me when I moved. She was deaf, as are most white furred cats with blue/green eyes due to genetics. Regardless she was a very curious but loving cat, and also the first cat I had that was mine alone. Every other kitty Ive ever had was not neccessarily one Ive picked and raised, but that doesn't mean I didn't love each and every one of them.

Winter however, was special to me, because I wanted to giver her a better life, a long, comfortable life that my Mom was always able to provide for hers.

When I moved out on my own She kept me company, and everyday she would always headbunt me , cuddle up beside me, whine for my attention or purr, and would always sleep on my bed where she felt most comfortable.

I still think about her and I still think about the one million what ifs that maybe if I did this or that I could have saved her, but if any of you saw the state she was in, you would understand why I took this pretty hard.

I couldnt do anything, I couldnt get anyone to help, I had no options and no time to say goodbye, so this is my goodbye.

I love you Winter, I hope you are at peace.

To anyone whom may be thinking "She's just a cat"
The door is right behind you, please do not let it hit you on the way out.

Art was drawn by https://blankieplush.tumblr.com/

This was a gift from
to whom I am extremely grateful.

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Published: 1 year, 2 months ago
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1 year, 2 months ago
I know the pain you must feel.. I lost my pet dog when I was ten and now as a 22 year old I still haven't gotten over the trauma of loosing her, I just hope things get better for you
1 year, 2 months ago
1 year, 2 months ago
Winter deserved the world, Matty, and you did your best to give get that.

I know what she meant to you, just as you mean to me, and when I saw you that hurt. I had to give you my all. This is just a picture, but if I could give more I would in a heartbeat. Love you Matty.💙
1 year, 2 months ago
Sweet kitten. Bestest kitty. We'll help you feel better like how you made Winter feel better. We promise!
1 year, 2 months ago
She'll live on inside your heart, always. *hugs tight* Lovely picture.
1 year, 2 months ago
i know this feeling all to well "hugs you"
1 year, 2 months ago
she is watching you everyday, keeping an eye on you to make sure that you are safe, as you did to her. I bet anything she was a happy as could be when ever you were near by, you were her best friend and she was yours.

we are all her for ya hun, don't be afraid to poke any of us for support <3
1 year, 2 months ago
Poor kitty.
I understand. Many, many years ago I lost an orange tabby tom that I pretty much grew up with.
We got him as a kitten when I was three or four.
1 year, 2 months ago
big hugs little buddy you did give her a better life each day she had with you and though she may not be in your life now she left it to lead you to a new pet that needs you just as much and she will always be in your heart
1 year, 1 month ago
Oh my sweet lord, believe me buddy, I know exactly what this feels like. *hugs you tight*
1 year ago

I understand what you went though and proably still are today, I hope winter is happy in heaven chasing mice through the endless fields.
11 months, 3 weeks ago
*snuggle hugs*
11 months, 3 weeks ago
*huggles gently and pets softly*
11 months, 2 weeks ago
I know the pain of loosing a feline friend I had a few pass in my life.  And it will be tough because a memory will spark up and you will shed a tear.  You gotta push that aside and remember the good of a lost love one.
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