This ..... is where i've been for the last few months.... I've had somthing wrong up stairs for all my life... well early adolescence.... some of you know, some of you dont... Its destroyed relationships and sapped a good third of my life. My Husband now is the only one whos stood by me through my "outbreaks and bad decisions" (While i say only, I have good friends as well but they are not dealing with me on a daily basis)) I can get pretty dark and insulting....
But there's always this voice in the back during these times... an earlier me? or no a me influenced by fear and false images. Trained from a young age to be afraid of the dark and anything around me that did not fit.
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As Kiffin in this picture... This would represent Hush's dark influence on her bad days. Its a mirror of me analogous but exactly the opposite. But only in that dark place can I, Kiffin appreciate our my wonderful life.
TO BE CLEAR Im not in any danger, im not suffering im not going to harm myself. This is just an expression of times gone by, and im sure moments ahead.
