You know sometime “Cold heart people” have a feeling of they want to cry like the other people do…They just have not much chance to cry when they think about “Where should I cry ?...How should I cry ?...When is a good time to cry?…and…Who should I cry with?...alone or with someone ?…”
Kouya, the husky from Morenatsu, is the one who would like to cry but he can’t because he had no one around to share his feeling with. In the game he may looks aggressive and cold-heart, but that‘s just the thing he acts to protect his soft heart. There’s a scene of him crying in the game and every time I see it, I really want to hug him so much. I don’t know why but it feels like…when I see him, I also see myself…
I have to say I am the one of “Cold heart people” too…I know that sometime I am aggressive…selfish…getting angry so easily…and people won’t be around me often because I am not talkative or into the joke much. It’s the side effect of being the cold heart people and I admit it because of some reason forcing me to do such as the painful experiences.
The painful experiences always make me think “…I must strong…I must resolute…I must good at solving any problems alone…” It’s a good tool to give me the strength although sometime it is gonna hurts me too much until I cannot stop my tear running out of my eyes. The best place for me to cry is my bedroom…it’s so cold and lonely…
Maybe this is why I saw myself when I saw Kouya was crying in the game… -----------------------------------
This is really, really amazing artwork. And just capturing that gritting-teeth moment before bursting out in tears, if it happens, was a very effective moment. It is so difficult being 'cold hearted' and it's horrible when you're around others and while they're thinking that you're Mr. Happy-Go-Lucky (as if nnothing bothers you) and you're welling up inside with whatever emotion to make you feel the, not even want but, need to cry your heart out. Getting angry is pretty much the next best thing to crying. Thank you for creating this amazing and effective piece of artwork. =]
This is really, really amazing artwork. And just capturing that gritting-teeth moment before burstin
Thank you for sharing your opinion with me. if I have to choose between getting angry or crying, I most likely choose crying because getting angry still make me sad inside and maybe end up with crying.
Thank you for sharing your opinion with me. if I have to choose between getting angry or crying, I m
You're welcome, but thank you more for creating this great piece of artwork that vividly shows such an intense emotion that a lot of furs could relate to. Ah, I see what you mean, I know someone who gets overall a lot more frustrated at getting angry than sad because they inevitably feel sad inside anyway so they cry instead. I seem to be the opposite though, in my mind, when I get angry, I see it as building a steel wall around me and the problem and I rage until the proble seems small but if I cry, I get angry at myself because I feel weak. I know that it's not a weak thing to cry but somewhere in my mind feels separated from everyone else about certain things like that. There is definately more common logic to cry than rage though, because crying doesn't do any harm, you're totally in the best frame of mind in these sorts of situations. =]
You're welcome, but thank you more for creating this great piece of artwork that vividly shows such
Your description really reaches out to me, for I too am one of those type of people. I've always been the one to try to stay strong for everyone else to lean on, but at the same time not letting my emotions show. It's hard being that person and sometimes it's just downright depressing. I wish I could change it to be more open with people, but alas, It's just how I was raised. @Jett I like the way you summarized it. Fits so well.
Your description really reaches out to me, for I too am one of those type of people. I've always bee
