I don't know everything you're going through. Even if I did, I probably couldn't fix it all, as much as I'd want to. All I can do is make sure you know you're not alone. You have friends who care about you, and I'm going to stand here and squeeze you until you feel it.
I draw a lot of one-sided hugs...
I know, I know, you guys want dickinbutt. Next time I'll decimate this raccoon's anus. Honest. Today is feelsy stuff though.