Especially when I try do draw one without any references. The blank white of a canvas is crippling sometimes. Not to mention the added anxiety and pressure to draw live in front of my super talented friends who can draw so well!
It was the first time I had a discouraging breakdown while drawing, and it was not a good feeling. I felt boring and uninteresting. I was trying super hard. I added all the words in afterwards. To kind of laugh off my feelings with sad humor but also to lament in what I felt was an epic failure.
As I learned though, it was just a bad drawing day. Everyone (EVERYONE) has them. The very next day I was up and drawing and streaming again and managed to draw what I thought to be four exceptionally fantastic drawings. So that was a very good drawing day.
Point is, I didn't let my sadness get the better of me and I post this to show that I've got flaws too, and I don't let them own me. That's a Predator's job.
