Far to often over the last months something got the status "was nice as long as it lasted". I finally have to go on with what is left. It's unlikely anything of it will come back or will be nice again. Saying goodbye to all the things I am mourning about. As long as I don't get over it, nothing will change for me. But I guess, I also have to give up all the dreams and hopes I had connected. It's also unlikely they will come ever true. I am not sure though, if I am ready for it yet.
My vent art seems to get more and more crappy it seems. Probably I should just stop it for now. Already losing watchers anyway.
