But here it is. Hope it make mommy smile. It did to me and I needed it. I've been having panic attacks, nightmares and overall stress a lot since our last discussion. I hope she made it safely to Canada and is already having fun. I do hope she is having so much fun she doesn't remember me. What is a better show of fun is a puppy so busy all day she crashes to bed after it and do it over and over without pause all trip long ? That would relieve my depression a bit knowing she is having so much fun.
Anyway, I reactivated a fetlife account https://fetlife.com/users/5890465 but I'm not sure what to do with it. Any tips on joining groups and meeting new people ? I'm not really sure how you do that and how to approach people. I want to make new friends, not new people disliking me. And I'm better at making the second one with my mental illnesses and such. Be free to PM me if you have any tips for me. Thanks you very much.