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KenjiKanzaki

Almost end of 2016

Not sure if many people read this but ... it is almost the end of a year 2016 and I would like to say I have many great experience through my life, my drawing and my action towards other. Time are getting faster, people are changing and new thing to discover.

Today, I am really... in a down mood. I have no idea what the hell is wrong with me and it feels like I wanted to talk and laugh with my friends. In real life, my friends in the office does not have any interest of what I said, when I talk and make them a good joke. I was ignored and I feel like I've been playing around. I'm trying to make the negative to go away by listening some good music while imagine something, but it still keep coming back. I don't know if this is a bad omen.

Funny thing is... I drew everyday. I create comic and draw fan art mostly freedom planet art. There's nothing for me to do once my job is done after 4.30 pm I literally draw everyday... sketch, full color, artist people fan art and animation. As I drew everyday I drew, the boredom inside my heart starting to grow bit by bit. I feel like to quit on drawing.

I wanna talk to my friends in Discord but some of them are in different timezone and some of them are not interest in any particular subject that I wanna talk about so... I'll just leave them be.
It's kinda difficult to build up friends relationship there. It's kinda rare to find someone who have similar traits and I was hoping fair and equal.

 I understand if I am very annoying person, I will keep quiet and go for the old style of mine. "A lone wolf".

Haha... I'm sorry, I just can't hide my feeling anymore. I wish 2017 for a good year...

Thank you. ^_^

My status currently at a demotivational for a moments.
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Added: 1 month, 3 weeks ago
 
The0neLeviafun
1 month, 3 weeks ago
You seem like a decent person, and relatively sane to boot.

It's no skin off my bones if you ever just want to PM me and rant about stuff for a bit. Even though we're definitely in different time zones, I can make an effort to lend you an ear if you need it.

Not much, but sometimes it's for the best to have somebody listening to ya.

Stay strong there. ^ ^
KenjiKanzaki
1 month, 3 weeks ago
Aye, I will. Thank you. ^_^
Nonetheless
1 month, 3 weeks ago
You just be what you want to be with yourself.

Love you more and later people will begin to love you more, that's what they always say... and it's true

Regardless, I wish you a very good end of this 2016 and I hope you begin a better and new year here together with you, your family and yourself to be more open and be yourself self, no matter what they say, remember:

"After everything happened, it's still you"

Stay Strong... Young Dragon-Wolf...  you still have a long way to go
KenjiKanzaki
1 month, 3 weeks ago
Thank you for your encouraging words.. ^_^
Nonetheless
1 month, 3 weeks ago
There's no need to, we always have those times of need
tacarbuncle
1 month, 3 weeks ago
Don't worry too much about it. Everyone feels like that sometimes. It helps to talk it out with people you trust. At least, I find that it helps.
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