Not sure if many people read this but ... it is almost the end of a year 2016 and I would like to say I have many great experience through my life, my drawing and my action towards other. Time are getting faster, people are changing and new thing to discover.
Today, I am really... in a down mood. I have no idea what the hell is wrong with me and it feels like I wanted to talk and laugh with my friends. In real life, my friends in the office does not have any interest of what I said, when I talk and make them a good joke. I was ignored and I feel like I've been playing around. I'm trying to make the negative to go away by listening some good music while imagine something, but it still keep coming back. I don't know if this is a bad omen.
Funny thing is... I drew everyday. I create comic and draw fan art mostly freedom planet art. There's nothing for me to do once my job is done after 4.30 pm I literally draw everyday... sketch, full color, artist people fan art and animation. As I drew everyday I drew, the boredom inside my heart starting to grow bit by bit. I feel like to quit on drawing.
I wanna talk to my friends in Discord but some of them are in different timezone and some of them are not interest in any particular subject that I wanna talk about so... I'll just leave them be.
It's kinda difficult to build up friends relationship there. It's kinda rare to find someone who have similar traits and I was hoping fair and equal.
I understand if I am very annoying person, I will keep quiet and go for the old style of mine. "A lone wolf".
Haha... I'm sorry, I just can't hide my feeling anymore. I wish 2017 for a good year...
Thank you. ^_^
My status currently at a demotivational for a moments.
1 month, 3 weeks ago
29 Dec 2016 17:59 CET