Ok guys, I think it's time to admit that I'm not as happy right now as I claim/show myself to be. I honestly think the stress of the shit around me is getting to me, and that's effecting my art. I know I need to finish that YCH commission (I already have it about 80% inked) but with my mood so damn low right now I just keep pushing it to the side with the classic "I'll do it later" excuse. Now, dont think that I'm so bad off that I'm gonna do something stupid, because I'm not. It's just the move (which looks like it'll be happening next week :D) and a few money problems that have really gotten on top of me. It's stressing me out so much! But I know once I get into my new flat with my boyfriend, things will calm down, I'll have him to help me and things will improve. It's just GETTING there!
About a week ago I was having real bad problems sleeping, to which I got some sleeping pulls to help me. Luckily they have, so I've got some sort of sleeping pattern again :3 Thats a good thing! But I'm still stressed...so once I get this YCH done (I'm gonna wake up early tomorrow and smash it out) I'm gonna stop everything art involved. I'm just gonna wait until things calm down and I'm in my new place, then I'll start working on art again. This doesnt mean I wont be around to talk to, or comment on/fave art here, because I will. I just wont be doing anything creative for a while. I just...dont have it in me right now.
5 years, 3 months ago
29 Aug 2013 19:32 CEST