I'm sorry to report but as of 7/11/2013 at 17:29 PM, my father has passed away, thanks to everyone in contact with me who gave support and their words and personally hoping for my fathers healthy return. But, he is now in gods hands as the time of judgement has come for him. I haven't been honest about my religion but i prayed for him to get better...I...honestly just wished his time wasn't now, I just wish everything didn't go wrong after his operation.
I guess i now feel the ideas of life being a gift and cruel at the same time....My dad was a good father and a great person who didn't deserve to have cancer in the first place. But, what i cant believe is the operation meant to cure him, worked, but the recovery killed him....I just cant understand that. For the most part trying to move on and be strong about this is extremely hard with what we need to do next...I just need a hug and people around to care.